Chemical alley part 4

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "I'm sorry. I am so so sorry."

Dawn: "That's really what people think about me, huh?" Tears filled her eyes. "This is why I shouldn't leave the house. I'd rather be bored than hurt."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "That's really what people think about me, huh?" Tears filled her eyes. "This is why I shouldn't leave the house. I'd rather be bored than hurt."

Jordan: "they weren't trying to hurt you. It's just hard for people to understand. I am so sorry. So so sorry." he felt absoulutely awful.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "they weren't trying to hurt you. It's just hard for people to understand. I am so sorry. So so sorry." he felt absoulutely awful.

Dawn: "People don't understand. I don't understand."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "People don't understand. I don't understand."

Jordan: "you don't understand what?"

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "you don't understand what?"

Dawn: "Me. Everything."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "Me. Everything."

Jordan: "oh honey. Everything is going to be okay."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "oh honey. Everything is going to be okay."

Dawn: "They're going to talk about me at school. Everyone is going to know. I'm sorry."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "They're going to talk about me at school. Everyone is going to know. I'm sorry."

Jordan: "I don't care. It's fine. I love you."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "I don't care. It's fine. I love you."

Dawn: She hugged him. "Can you carry me home?"

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: She hugged him. "Can you carry me home?"

Jordan: he picked her up into his arms "yes" he answered. He started walking home. He genuinely believed that it was his fault that Dawn was having such a hard time. If it wasn't for him people wouldn't always come up to them and she wouldn't always get hurt by them. It was his fault. He was trying not to let it bother him, to only comfort Dawn, but his mind was racing.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he picked her up into his arms "yes" he answered. He started walking home. He genuinely believed that it was his fault that Dawn was having such a hard time. If it wasn't for him people wouldn't always come up to them and she wouldn't always get hurt by them. It was his fault. He was trying not to let it bother him, to only comfort Dawn, but his mind was racing.

Dawn: "I'm sorry."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "I'm sorry."

Jordan: he held her closer to him trying hard to push the thoughts back, but he couldn't. "it's my fault" he said quietly letting it slip out.

 

[disneygirl520]

OOC: the app has been acting weird lately.

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he held her closer to him trying hard to push the thoughts back, but he couldn't. "it's my fault" he said quietly letting it slip out.

OOC: I know! It's weird!

Dawn: "It isn't your fault at all. Don't blame yourself." She placed a hand on his cheek. "Please don't think that."

 

[disneygirl520]

OOC: I know! It's weird!

Dawn: "It isn't your fault at all. Don't blame yourself." She placed a hand on his cheek. "Please don't think that."

Jordan: "but it is. If you were dating someone else you wouldn't have to deal with so many people" he said quickly. "I'm sorry. I am so sorry."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: "but it is. If you were dating someone else you wouldn't have to deal with so many people" he said quickly. "I'm sorry. I am so sorry."

Dawn: "If I was dating someone else I would either still be in chemical alley or I would be dead. Please, Jordan. Don't think like this."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: "If I was dating someone else I would either still be in chemical alley or I would be dead. Please, Jordan. Don't think like this."

Jordan: he put his head back trying. "I'm starting to panic" he stated as he climbed up the steps to the apartment. He felt himself starting to shake. He could now tell when a panic attack was coming but he didn't know how to stop them yet. "y-you don't have to comfort me or anything. Just let me get through it. I'm so sorry."

 

[Doodle98]

Jordan: he put his head back trying. "I'm starting to panic" he stated as he climbed up the steps to the apartment. He felt himself starting to shake. He could now tell when a panic attack was coming but he didn't know how to stop them yet. "y-you don't have to comfort me or anything. Just let me get through it. I'm so sorry."

Dawn: She hopped down. "C'mere, honey." She sat down and pulled him onto her lap, cradling him gently. "It's okay. Sh. Sh."

 

[disneygirl520]

Dawn: She hopped down. "C'mere, honey." She sat down and pulled him onto her lap, cradling him gently. "It's okay. Sh. Sh."

Jordan: he let her pull him onto her lap and put his hands over his face trying desperately to relax and slow his breathing. "I am so sorry. So so sorry."

 

[disneygirl520]

OOC: is this post showing? ^^