Cam wrote: I want to look the best I have ever looked in my life on January 12, 2009. I'm a totally different person than I was on December 22, 1984 -- more in love than I would have ever thought possible then, successful, even more blissfully happy because of the life we've had and the future we'll look forward to, rather than just the optimism and bliss of young love, absolutely fulfilled in terms of my family life, my friends, my career. It's so reassuring to know that even now, with all I've achieved and the confidence and happiness I have in my life, I would marry Howard again in less than a heartbeat. He really is my heartbeat, my touchstone, my anchor, and my forever. I want to come to him before God and our friends and celebrate all that we've shared already and promise him all that is to come.
Like I said, it may seem shallow that the dress is so important to me, but it really symbolizes how far we've both come and the choices we make and the destiny we are creating. And it's all sparkly and bright and new (and BIG! LOL!) I guess somewhere in the back of my mind is also the fact that it is something I've chosen and probably the most daring thing I've ever worn and fortunately, everyone has been so supportive and no one has (even gently) told me it is too young or too revealing.