My Grandma passed away very early this morning

. Luckily my mom and my uncle, her brother, made it to the hospital in time so she wouldn't have to pass alone. I wish I could have gone too, but Kevin has to go to work this morning, his boss has given him no choices, and I have no one to watch the girls. Luckily though, she was concious when I left the hospital last night and she heard me tell her that I love her and that my girls love her.
Yesterday was a very long day at the hospital with many ups and downs (a total emotional rollercoaster). When I got to the hospital she was doing better and was slightly alert. The ventilator was removed shortly after I got there and she was glad about that. After lunch my mom left to meet her brother, who flew in from Olympia, Washington, and my Grandma went from better to starting to get worse again. She asked me, "Who's watching the girls?" and I told her they were at school and daycare. Then she told me, "Don't stay that long, I don't want you driving in the dark." I told her it was afternoon and she didn't have to worry (typical Grandma, even when she isn't well, she's still worried about me). Then I had the chance to feed her some ice chips, which I was happy to be able to take care of her after a lifetime of her taking care of me. When I did leave the hospital in the early evening, her bloodpressure was looking bad again and her heart rhythm was still unstable. I was really hoping she would make it through the night, so I could be with her a little longer today, but it was God's will to call her to heaven this morning.
I want to thank all of you for all your kindness, caring, sympathies, hugs, prayers and everything else you have done for me

. You are all a wonderful group of people, and I thank God everyday that I have met you all and that I can call you my friends.
God Bless you all!!!