ok, guess what I did with my crush today..... arm wrestled!! and I was like so nervous I completly forgot how to hold my hand to start, so emmbaressing! and then later/earlier in class, someone was like Josh!! pull up your pants your boxers are showing! and some kid would just pull down his pants to be funny, I turned away of course. and I went to say hey Josh, and I almost said hey hottie! wow, I can't believe myself!
and a few days ago, at lunch his friend came over and was like would you go out with Josh? and I said no because it's a joke. they try to see how many yes's they can get. If he really was for real and wanted to go out, I definatly would've said yes.
and while we were in lockdown today, my friends were like do you like anyone in this class? and of course he was in that class. but I kept my mouth shut. I used a quote celebs like to say " I don't wanna talk about my personal life."