I do believe & here is my lengthy story......As most of you know, I recently lost my dear Mother to cancer. Well, I also lost my Dad in 1968 of a sudden heart attack. The day my Mother died, I had just returned to the hospital from dropping my kids off at home with a cousin who could watch them so I could spend uninterruped precious time with my mother who was "transitioning" as the nurse put it. As I re-entered the hospital, suddenly I saw 2 people come up along side of me & it was like they were carrying me. It was my Dad on my left, & my Mom on my right (in her hospital gown.) I just knew then that my Mom had passed on. I (thought anyway) I missed my mother's passing into eternal life. I said out loud "you left me!" when I saw my Mom but no response ~ from either of them. They were both looking straight forward & had this look of being on a mission on their faces. They brought me up the elevator, through the corridors of the hospital & up to my Mom's room. I first saw my aunt there as I entered & I said "she's gone, right?" My aunt said "no, she waited for you....she's still breathing." I said "how is that possible since my Mom is standing right here to my right & my Dad's to my left?" I approached my Mom's bedside & held her hand & I could see she was breathing but very long intervals between each breath. The nurse told me to ask her if she saw any angels or my Dad or her parents & I did but my mom was not able to communicate. I did tell her that I saw my Mom & Dad in the corner of the room & the nurse said that she's heard so many stories like that before. She also said that the people who are still able to communicate as they are dying, also say "I just saw my late husband" or other family members that had passed away. Anyway, I did tell my Mom once again how very much I loved her & that my husband Michael was a good man & he would take good care of me, as well as the people that were in the room (cousin, aunt, friend) so she could go now. She had tears in her eyes as she took her last breath but again, I looked in the corner of the room & she was standing there with my Dad. Once the nurse said "she's gone" everyone was hysterical & I was so calm & was consoling those around me. My parents brought me a calmness that can only come from a higher power. I'm a very emotional person. I think it was God's way of lessening the intense pain I would have felt otherwise since my Mom & I were extremely close & we suffered together the entire year she had her cancer. So if you call an "apparation" a ghost, then yes, I saw a ghost.
My Mom was near me each time I would start to break down..she'd appear & that grief (the volcano rising up from my stomach as I like to refer to it), would turn to calmness. Well, on the Friday before she was laid out in the funeral home, at 3:04pm I told my DH "oh my God, my Mom's here & she's dressed in the outfit I brought to the funeral home. She looks beautiful but her hair is combed different" so I proceeded to explain how my mom's hair was combed. The next day was the first day of viewing we had. We walked in & saw my Mom in the casket looking so lovely (she was a beautiful woman but the Cancer took her beauty away the last couple months) & I heard my husband gasp....I asked "what's wrong?" He answered "your mom is wearing her hair different, & it's like you described it yesterday when you saw her!" So it was! I asked the funeral director what time my mom was prepared & he said "she was done yesterday (Friday) about 3pm." (Remember, I saw her on Friday at 304pm.)
I've also heard a voice say "NO" out loud to me when I was in danger of trusting a stranger who turned out to be a serial killer. I was only one of 2 out of about 8 people that were murdered that got away. It was a female voice ~ still don't know who it was unless, it was a Guardian Angel.
Have more to tell but I've made my post waaaaay too long already. By the way, I'm a very spiritual person so I don't know if that has anything to do with any of my experiences. Believe...the ghosts or spirits are REAL ~ just like the Tag Fairies on this board!
