PRINCESS VIJA
Viva Latvia!
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- Feb 18, 2001
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Hey everyone, I just came on to post that I am getting back in the game! My DH's company has a program called Lean You and I goofed up and didn't get it done this year, but next year I am doing it! If you complete all the tasks you get $400 (up from this years $250) and you get entered into a drawing for a Disney trip. Oh, I just read that on an email my DH sent me and I am in! I decided I will use that $400 and go on a weekend getaway with the family to Wisconsin Dells. I LOVE those waterparks!
But most importantly I am just tired of being sick, tired and overweight. And especially when I thought to myself what am I getting out of this, I couldn't come up with any solid reason. I am also sick of people's preconceived notions about me, and I am tired of squeezing into things, I am tired of my low self esteem and self loathing talk, I am tired of being embarassed, I am tired of constantly looking around to see if I am the biggest person, I am tired of Making up excuses to find ways to eat out. I am tired of "hiding" my food intake. Oh my, I have so many of those...
Now... on to a positive note, I look forward to sitting in an airplane seat without an extender, I look forward to being proud of myself, I look forward to feeling pretty, I look forward to being proud of my accomplishment, I look forward to inspiring others, I look forward to having more fun with my family, I look forward to helping my family get more fit, I look forward to going to Disney and having my picture taken and WANTING my picture taken, I look forward to finally riding Astro Orbiter (something I have wanted to do, but afraid of the seats), I look forward to all of the new friends I will meet, I look forward to a life of healthy habbits. I look forward to feeling energetic, I look forward to the Ooooh's and Aaaah, and WOW's from people, I look forward to seeing my Dad proud of my weight loss (he is very worried about me, I know), I look forward to running in a race (preferably a Disney race), I look forward to joining Tae Kwon Do with my kids and getting a black belt, I look forward to being fit and fabulous and enjoying my 40's!
Wow, that paragraph is so much longer! So many things to work towards!
Now... what will I do.... For right now, this week I will
1. choose to eat foods made at home (except the drive home on Sat. and Sun.)
2. Start an online journal on WISH. I think the accountability of posting what I am eating will help.
3. Join in on the "massive" thread
4. Exercise M-F (20 minutes of aerobic activity and a 1 mile walk with the dog)
5. Start my weight loss scrapbook
OK, If you are still reading... THANKS! I just needed to vent, dream and plan.
But most importantly I am just tired of being sick, tired and overweight. And especially when I thought to myself what am I getting out of this, I couldn't come up with any solid reason. I am also sick of people's preconceived notions about me, and I am tired of squeezing into things, I am tired of my low self esteem and self loathing talk, I am tired of being embarassed, I am tired of constantly looking around to see if I am the biggest person, I am tired of Making up excuses to find ways to eat out. I am tired of "hiding" my food intake. Oh my, I have so many of those...
Now... on to a positive note, I look forward to sitting in an airplane seat without an extender, I look forward to being proud of myself, I look forward to feeling pretty, I look forward to being proud of my accomplishment, I look forward to inspiring others, I look forward to having more fun with my family, I look forward to helping my family get more fit, I look forward to going to Disney and having my picture taken and WANTING my picture taken, I look forward to finally riding Astro Orbiter (something I have wanted to do, but afraid of the seats), I look forward to all of the new friends I will meet, I look forward to a life of healthy habbits. I look forward to feeling energetic, I look forward to the Ooooh's and Aaaah, and WOW's from people, I look forward to seeing my Dad proud of my weight loss (he is very worried about me, I know), I look forward to running in a race (preferably a Disney race), I look forward to joining Tae Kwon Do with my kids and getting a black belt, I look forward to being fit and fabulous and enjoying my 40's!
Wow, that paragraph is so much longer! So many things to work towards!
Now... what will I do.... For right now, this week I will
1. choose to eat foods made at home (except the drive home on Sat. and Sun.)
2. Start an online journal on WISH. I think the accountability of posting what I am eating will help.
3. Join in on the "massive" thread
4. Exercise M-F (20 minutes of aerobic activity and a 1 mile walk with the dog)
5. Start my weight loss scrapbook
OK, If you are still reading... THANKS! I just needed to vent, dream and plan.