Hi friends! I should be doing a million things right now but I find myself killing time checking in here and posting

Did not do too well with food choices at S&B last night. I kinda got sucked into the peer pressure. They were saying "What is she doing? Not eating? Why? This dish is not so bad, really" etc. It did not take me long to cave in and eat just so I fit in with the others.

Ended up eating a bacon wrapped date, a sundried tomato/mozarella skewer, hummus with veggies and ...........1/2 piece pumpkin bread and small cube of spice cake. Managed to maintain weight this morning, got some things done at son's school and had yoga class. I knew this was coming but after yoga a lady made a cake for her 50th birthday. It is the custom in Germany to throw your own birthday celebration (even though we are mostly Americans in this class). She served everyone a very generous slice of chocolate cake with chocolate icing and there I was, just trying to fit in with everyone, eating away! I need to think ahead next time and stick to my guns better.
I also got my bag of Choc Chips today too, 24 ounces! I've never seen a bag that big. I will make them last a long time.
When my first ENT first said Meniere's disease, my sister was with me. I had went right after an episode. I asked if my sister would likely have it too. He said no, but know that I have since seen 4 other ENTs and am now on my 6th. He is a neurotologist out of Yale. I haven't seen in him in almost a year, it's not really necessary right now. My hearing has been all over the place, but is normal for an adult. (Children have slightly stricter standards, and I believe I'm borderline there.) I haven't tried doing any exercises. I do sleep with a fan running as long as possible because of the tinnitus, but that's really all I do. I should also mention that the vertigo episodes, especially the first few I had, took a while to recover from-sometimes days. The first time, I left teaching with the kids on a half-day of school (we had PD), and didn't go back until Tuesday. But then again, I was great for almost 2 months before anything happened again. The only reason I called in sick that day was because I had to run to the bathroom so many times in the less than 2 hours I was awake before the 7 AM cut-off, that I knew I wouldn't be okay to teach for 45 minutes with an unofficial minute break and then repeat.
I hope that you are episode-free for a very long time.
Wow, CC, you have really been through a lot with this. I hope we are BOTH episode free for a very long time. I did not notice anything after having one drink last night so continuing to monitor things here.
Funny you should mention no chocolate chips in Germany. My first roomate after college had been a German major. And when she sent gifts to her host family in Germany, she always sent a few bags of chocolate chips so that they could make toll house cookies! That definitely clinches it for me.... I will NEVER move to Germany... who could live without chocolate chip cookies??
As far as DS goes...... props to him for his enterpreneurial tendencies!
Well friends.... I feel like I've sort of caught up on here for now. Not sure what tomorrow will bring on the scale, but I'm trying to "gird my loins" for possible bad news. Not that I've done badly this week, but I suppose it is that mental game of... "prepare for the worst and hope for the best". I'm hoping for the best for all of you too. I know we all try SO HARD to be consistently good with our healthier eating, portion control, exercise.... all while lovingly (and sometimes financially) supporting our families and all that goes with that. Things get crazy, people get sick.... everybody needs our attention and energy and it is so hard to give something back to OURSELVES. But remember, the time you spend here chatting with us (us= likeminded people who want to live healthier more active lives), that is time for YOURSELF and your health.... both mental health and physical health!
Love to all of you who took the time to craft a response to my freak out earlier this week. I didn't mean to unload like that, but obviously I needed to. The show of support truly brought me to tears.... good tears. I cannot express how grateful I am............P
Yes, no cc here but they do have awesome chocolate. I think the chocolate here is so good, they do not understand why you would break it in to tiny chips???

SERIOUSLY good chocolate in Germany
As for the second part of you post, that says it all right there!
Lisah: Love the pictures of your son throughout the years! Soooo cute!
Tggrrstarr- Loved your party pictures and such creative dishes
Tracey: Good luck getting back to 50 pounds gone, I know you can do it
Maureen: Good luck with your 10k

And, pork roast,mmmmmmm
I bet it smells good at your house!
Lindsay- You look great in the pantsuit costume, a lot better than ALF

And, the NURSE costume, hilarious
Connie: Good luck getting off of caffeine. I stopped drinking Diet Pepsi October 1st and feel great now. I occasionaly have a dilema where I don't have any good drink options. Here they drink mostly sparkling water which I do not like so sometimes have had to choose between soda, juice and sparkling water. The 3 times that happened, I chose Sprite. It did not seem right so I think I may have to drink sparkling water every now and then.
Cupcaker: Good luck getting going on your last project for awhile. I am such a last minute person, I hear ya on the procrastination! I've never been to IKEA in the US so I can't compare. I would guess the merchandise is a little different.
Deb: I agree, my SCALE has been the most important tool in my journey so far. I actually got very scared a few years ago that I was going to keep getting bigger and bigger so I actually made a vow to NEVER go above my heighest weight at that time. For 2 years, I weighed every day and made sure to stay at that number. Last February I finally decided if I could watch my weight and maintain it, maybe I could try to lose some so have got 20 off so far. I have a goal to lose 50 pounds now. It's slow but it will happen some day.
Have a great day ladies. We do so much to help our children and partners have a great day too so let your light shine where it can!
Shawn
