Arts and Crafts Bambi Kinkade Cross-Stitch Pattern?

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I was wondering if anyone knows where I can purchase or willing to share the Bambi Thomas Kinkade Cross Stotch pattern.
I just discovered that the Thomas Kinkade patterns existed when I was double checking a pattern for it when I was on Etsy. I was crushed to find out their Discontinued and cannot find this specific pattern on Ebay. I know Etsy has the full cross version made by people using the image, but I really want to make the correct version.

I know it's a long shot, but I thought it might be good to try and ask.