Oh, Barb, that is just so exciting! Yes, you are an ex-smoker!!!!
I still find it wild how differently folks respond to this drug. DH had very much the same reaction as you and only took it for about three weeks. He's still smoke-free and, all in all, glad he took Chantix for what traditionally is the hardest part of the quit. I took it for about seven weeks total. My mom took it for a little over two months. All of us are doing fine off the med!
I *think* the anxiety/blues are pretty common after quitting. I've got them, too, and the feelings started weeks after I'd finished Chantix. Some days are great and I'm on top of the world; other days, the slightest thing will set me off. I've read that it can take up to a year for us to adapt as nonsmokers no matter what we used to help us quit, i.e., NRT, cold turkey, meds. When you think about how many puffs our brains got every day and each puff made a direct hit with the "happy centers" of our brains, it makes sense that we almost need to recondition our brains to live without those puffs.
Anyway, Barb, I'm so happy for you and your DH! Isn't it LOVELY having that monkey off your back?
I hope everyone is doing great!!! DH & I are nearing the three-month mark on 8/22. And our four-month mark will be in Orlando!!! Actually, 9/22 is arrival day with the evening seeing Blue Man Group. It's a trip of "firsts" for us, too. We're trying plenty of new things that would have irritated us as smokers, for instance, Blue Man. We're also trying Citricos instead of our beloved Jiko, as well as trying Bistro de Paris for our wedding anniversary dinner.
We're very curious about how much time we'll save in Epcot because of not smoking. Epcot for us used to mean enter country, buy obligatory drink, find DSA, finish drink; head to next country and repeat. Chantix has friggin eliminated my desire to drink. Maybe in September heat in Epcot, I'll feel different, but even if we get a tasty beverage in each country, we'll be walking with it, not sitting in the DSAs. It shall be interesting and refreshing! I feel like we're going to WDW for the first time, lol.