Anyone Else Ever Feel Like This?

I'm the child kind of cute. I get told that I'm a little brother kind of cute quite often. Everyone sees me as a little kid. Even though I'm 15...It's just a part of me.
Well, I'm (pretty much) 15, too, and I can literally pass for 10!

Seriously, I've gotten away with ordering off the "10 and under" kid's menu in restaurants. And recently, too!

I've gotten called "sweetie" by 18-year-old waitresses who I most likely go to school with D:
 
That's what everyone always tells me.

"You don't need a guy/girl to be happy! Be single and proud!"

Well, I'm sick of single.

I'm sick of people hating me for how I look.

I'm sick of not being able to get a relationship.

I'm sick of it all.

And being away from the two people who I currently love most in this world is really hurting me!
::yes:: I feel exactly that way.
I can't even watch ANYTHING with love in it cause it makes me depressed. I can't watch Juno. I can't watch RENT. I can't watch any Disney movie.
 
I dunno what to say really.
When I like a guy, he's good looking to me, no matter how good looking they actually are.
People could probably list a million things wrong with the last one, and the only thing I could see wrong was he had a few prominent hairs where a unibrow could be formed...
But yeah that doesn't bug me much, I don't really care...
Because it doesn't matter.
=/
I'm kind of a masochist and I go on Facebook and look at pictures of him sometimes.
That may sound weird?
But I'm afraid I'll forget what he looks and sounds like, even though I will see him again.
 
The Bulk Barn girl could, for all you know!

Bahaha.
These people are like 17 but sure!
xD
I seriously doubt a senior ditching his girlfriend for the Bulk Barn girl xP
Besides....
I don't believe someone can steal someone away from someone.
There has to be something wrong in the first place to make it possible for someone to be able to do that.
 

Well, I'm (pretty much) 15, too, and I can literally pass for 10!

Seriously, I've gotten away with ordering off the "10 and under" kid's menu in restaurants. And recently, too!

I've gotten called "sweetie" by 18-year-old waitresses who I most likely go to school with D:
Don't even start that with me. I get crayons all the time. It doesn't help that my voice isn't deep either. I'm still kiddy cute. I pass for twelve all the time. =/
 
Don't even start that with me. I get crayons all the time. It doesn't help that my voice isn't deep either. I'm still kiddy cute. I pass for twelve all the time. =/
Same!

I get kiddie cups...uhm...awkward...

My voice is like a 6 year old's, I swear. High pitched and whiny D:
 
It's rarely people think I'm younger...

Actually once I was asked if I was interested in entering a contest for a truck at the mall.
When I gave him a strange look he figured out that I wasn't 18, let alone 16 xD

It's funny. And in like.. when I was 13 I had some random guy my brothers age checking me out.
It was funny, because we were at an annual barbecue at a nursing home.

But yeah, sometimes I get mistaken for younger because I'm short, but I've been getting the 14+ ticket since I was like ... 12 ish.
 
so this may be random but i feel like telling someone...

The only guy to ever like me is now dating my best friend,the one i previously mentioned. He told me one day over a text. I was sitting in the baggage claim at the airport waiting for my brother and he texted me. I couldn't reply becasue as soon as he wrote that my brother came down so i went over and hugged him and then the guy sent me another message saying something like or not... And i replyed saying how i felt. The next day at school i sat at our bench and waited for him. He didn't show up. I was crushed. Turns out he had homework nad was working on that so after 1st period he saw me grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug ever and didn't say one word. I just stood there in aw. He turned around and smiled. After 3rd we passed again and he gave me another huge hug. I wasn't there for lunch cause i was leaving on a trip and he texted me and i told him i was gone and it was snowing in june...He reminded me on how we're going to move to seattle one day.then i had no service all weekend and he asked another girl out...I was crushed and he knew it and still knows it. He told me the other day that he loved me...well sorta. He said you know i love you like a sister but actualy its more...

This boy confuses the heck out of me but i can't help but love him.
 
You have a mature face. You just look older than your height for some reason, Hilary.
 
:(

I'm sorry, Tink!!

It bugged me when my (ex) gf would have crushes (big ones) on other girls when we were dating...
 
You have a mature face. You just look older than your height for some reason, Hilary.

Ahaha thanks, I've always found my face kiddish cause it's round?
Yeah most people usually think I'm older for basically one reason.
And just take a guess, but don't post it xD
 
:(

I'm sorry, Tink!!

It bugged me when my (ex) gf would have crushes (big ones) on other girls when we were dating...

aww

I have no clue what in the world to do with this guy...He tells me how much he loves me and how beautiful i am(only guy to do so) He always told me before he started dating the other girl how he could never belive how no guy couldn't like me. He says all the other guys are crazy and stuff. He would always say how he couldn't belive i'd never been kissed...He always made me feel better about myself
 
aww

I have no clue what in the world to do with this guy...He tells me how much he loves me and how beautiful i am(only guy to do so) He always told me before he started dating the other girl how he could never belive how no guy couldn't like me. He says all the other guys are crazy and stuff. He would always say how he couldn't belive i'd never been kissed...He always made me feel better about myself
Sounds like a great guy!

Lots of people tell me that, but...they're DISers, and they haven't seen my face...so they is all lyingggg!!
 
Sounds like a great guy!

Lots of people tell me that, but...they're DISers, and they haven't seen my face...so they is all lyingggg!!

He is a great guy! He tells me how i have the rock n roll in me which to me is a huge compliment.

And i belive that every girl in the world is beautiful. Just in there own way...maybe not to the standards that everyone else has...
 
I wish I could get into the mind of that boy I .. liked?
I don't even know what to use. I mean, I think I still like him, but I haven't seen him in a while, he may have changed...
I would have liked to have known what he was thinking despite the fact that it wasn't possible.

I can't wait for the day when I have someone... who, I can kiss, cuddle, hug whenever I please, and no one, not even him asks questions. It's just natural.
=/
 
He is a great guy! He tells me how i have the rock n roll in me which to me is a huge compliment.

And i belive that every girl in the world is beautiful. Just in there own way...maybe not to the standards that everyone else has...

That's how I feel. I mean, who cares what a person looks like if they treat you with respect?

DC
 
I wish I could get into the mind of that boy I .. liked?
I don't even know what to use. I mean, I think I still like him, but I haven't seen him in a while, he may have changed...
I would have liked to have known what he was thinking despite the fact that it wasn't possible.

I can't wait for the day when I have someone... who, I can kiss, cuddle, hug whenever I please, and no one, not even him asks questions. It's just natural.
=/
ITA.

I love cuddling, and haven't had a good cuddle in SO LONG...
 
Oh goodness, the last time I felt truely loved was by my ex...

And now it's kinda happening again...
 
Wow. Uh[meg isn't it?] I cuddle with my best friends everytime we sit down on the top of my roof or watch a movie. That's the only comfort I get most of the time..

DC
 

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