Thanks Linda. I will try to post the a pic of some of the outfits once I get finished putting them together.
WARNING: Major Pity Party ahead!
I have been having a hard time lately. Emotionally I feel like a basketcase. I just feel so overwhelmed a lot of the time. My work is just this never ending mess. I had too many cases my first month, but I managed to get the work done (which means I get my raise btw

). I closed a few cases and was starting to feel like my caseload might be managable. Then another co-worker quit, so now I am going to end up having to work my cases plus half of her cases until we get a new worker

They are going to let us do fewer contacts on each case, but what they don't realize is that a lot of these clients are SO needy that I will have to see them anyway. So that has been a major stressor. Then I hardly ever get off of work on time which makes it difficult to get to the gym in the evenings. Last week I only made it twice. I am terrible about not exercising on the weekends too.
I had decided last weekend that this month is going to be a renewal and that I would get back on track. My recent weight loss is the only thing that is keeping me from feeling totaly lost though. I know that my food has been fairly good. I can control that no matter what my work schedule is like. We still eat out too much, but that has been ongoing. I have at least been going to the gym a couple of days a week. It is just hard to look at past months when I have been able to get in 1000+ minutes and then look at July and see that I didn't even meet my measly 700 minute challenge. Then looking at this month so far it doesn't look like I am doing any better.
One major issue I am having on the exercise front is that my shoes are HORRIBLE!!

Now whenever I walk or try to run in either pair of my tennis shoes, they rub blisters on my feet. I can't even do 2 miles without Massive blisters! I know that I should break down and buy new shoes, but I just spent $100 on the running shoes in March!

It makes me SO mad that I have had so many issues with these shoes. I am considering buying a pair of insoles to try in them. That may help some, so that I can wait a little longer before shelling out the big bucks on another pair of shoes. I really wanted to be training more toward walking and/or running longer distances, but I just can't do it with the state my feet are in.
On the good side, I really enjoy my TaeBo class when I can get off of work in time to go. I think that it and the sweet tea challenge is what has helped me to lose the 4 pounds that have recently come off.
I think that I feel a bit better now. I feel really bad that lately I hardly have the chance to get online and post to my journal, much less read and post to everyone else's journal. I really get a lot of motivation from being here and all of the wonderful support that you guys offer. I will do my best to try to be here more often in the coming weeks. I think it will help my sanity a bit.
Ok my food for Friday was kinda bad:
B- total w/ milk
l- chicken & shrimp w/ veggies and steamed rice at the Japanese steakhouse (it was the going away party for the girl who is leaving me half her cases...Thanks)
s- grapes
d- Mexican restaurant nachos w/ beans, beef, cheese, and salsa; 2/3 of a Large glass of sweet tea
s- 2 smirnoff Ice
NO exercise
Today:
l- Hovan chicken roll (mediteranean style wrap), hummus w/ chips, sprite
d- leftover nachos from last night
s- so far 1 smirnoff.... more to follow
no exercise
Tomorrow we are going to White Water w/ my mom, dad, and sis (newly back from KY). We will take a picnic lunch, but eat dinner out. We will get LOADS of exercise there.
We are going back to White Water weekend after next w/ Dh's best friend and his two DD's 5 & 2. His wife may or may not go with us. She is a party pooper, so we may be better off w/out her. I am looking forward to taking the girls. I love children and can't wait to have my own. In the meantime, it is a lot of fun to entertain other people's children, esp. since I can send them home at the end of the day
Well, I think that is about it for today. Gonna go chill on the couch with a good magazine, I think. Have a good weekend!
