Strange to be in the mood to write one very happy, bragging post about my sons admission into a great school and also a very sad post.
Today has brought so many emotions to me. My 2 year old DS has been walking around the house and pointing at pictures of my mother, who died 8 years ago, and asking: "Who´s that?"
He is not the first child I´ve had since my mother passed away. My middle daughter (now 8) was only 3 months old when my mothers died, and 3 years later we had another little girl (now 5). So it´s not like I´m not somewhat used to my children not knowing her. But it still hurt so much. Maybe because it´s this time of year (she died in July) and maybe it´s just because we have been through a lot lately and my emotions regarding all of it are still very raw.
Yesterday my "baby" brother celebrated his 25th birthday and I so wish my mom could have been there with us. She didn´t even see me turn 25.
Oh, I just wish she was still here with us.
Today has brought so many emotions to me. My 2 year old DS has been walking around the house and pointing at pictures of my mother, who died 8 years ago, and asking: "Who´s that?"
He is not the first child I´ve had since my mother passed away. My middle daughter (now 8) was only 3 months old when my mothers died, and 3 years later we had another little girl (now 5). So it´s not like I´m not somewhat used to my children not knowing her. But it still hurt so much. Maybe because it´s this time of year (she died in July) and maybe it´s just because we have been through a lot lately and my emotions regarding all of it are still very raw.
Yesterday my "baby" brother celebrated his 25th birthday and I so wish my mom could have been there with us. She didn´t even see me turn 25.
Oh, I just wish she was still here with us.
I"m so sorry. Nobody can ever take your mother's place. 
