Thanks to all of you!
longtime lurker on your threads but speaking up now to say,what about hiring people to care for your MIL in her home? my MIL has dementia and we have 2 people (one during the week and one on the weekends) who live with my MIL on a 24 hour basis, cook & clean for her, drive her to doctors appointments etc. The two ladies treat my MIL so well plus they are so much cheaper than assisted living. Assisted living for dementia patients is MUCH higher than regular assisted living. hope this is helpful in some way to you
I don't know where the money for that would come from. I got a look at several months of bank statements, and honestly I'm not sure where her food money is. It's nearly even with Ss and widow pension coming in, then rent at her senior housing place and all sorts of insurances. Craziness. We could help for awhile, but it would be a burden that the other sibs couldn't help with. We're still trying to get a handle on all the options, and the care manager was absolutely useless with that. Best she could manage was to bring up a company called Fedelta. Oh thanks, helpful. (I mean, I WILL contact them, but she tells us about that and hands MIL pamphlets on what's GOT to be the MOST expensive place in the area, that's also an HOUR away and across a TOLL BRIDGE from any of us???? seriously? that's all she's got?)
I told the care manager exactly what I thought of her nonsense yesterday, and I did it in front of the doctor AND the entire nurses's station. Not loud, not obnoxious, just very matter of factly to let her know it was inexcusable, unacceptable, and terrible. That their family has their own dynamic, and she messed it up. That she needs to be more observant about last names and not assume that families must "match". And, MOST importantly, we were ONLY doing it because the doctor (that was standing right there) had TOLD ME that she wasn't being released until we got AL set up!!!!!
She took it professionally, but I'm not sure it sunk in.
I've never felt closer to my BIL; he sent me the sweetest text message, made me cry happy-tears today.
I went nearly hysterical AFTER talking to the care manager about her "care".
Got to explain to MIL that "giving another chance" isn't going to be "sink or swim". That we have to get things set up to HELP her, so it's not all up to her and her faulty memory.
There are two areas I'm never going again with her...one, this memory she has that directly goes against the diabetes educator last Wednesday, the Home Health nurse last Thursday, Robert on Friday, and ME all of those days b/c I witnessed the first and was told about the second and third...which she is convinced we're saying she is lying about, and because the reality has been covered by this incredibly fault memory in her head, she won't accept it. And also, the concept that she is human and gets to have a say in things (uh duh, but we're not saying you are *lying*, we are saying you are having memory problems!). WILL NOT go there again with her, and stopped the convo cold when she started looping into it for the tenth time today and beyond.
She still doesn't remember the "new" HOV lanes near her place, and didn't recognize my car again, and was mystified at the construction on the highway on our way to our home, but she seems to get that I have done a lot for her, and it seems Robert has convinced her that she does, in fact, like me. So that went better once she got the sucked-on-a-lemon face gone.
If you're upset enough at a hospital, the pharmacist will offer YOU drugs, LOL.
She *says* that she will look at AL places once Robert is home, with him, as he is the brilliant favored child of all children now, because SHE had calmed down by the time he talked to her again. She forgets that HE was the one, with me, that brought the whole dang thing up, and is acting like the initial problems were MY fault and her older son's. Whatev'. Another topic I won't loop around with her again.
I spent a couple hours with her at home, and got it all resolved that she would eat at 6 and take her pills, and she would call me when she did that. As I left *at 5:10* I saw BIL's ex, going for a visit, and I talked with him. She had JUST called him (what, the second I left her apartment?), she was eating, and was happy he was coming over. Uh WHAT? What happened to 6pm? Well, I told him that she needed to take her dinnertime pills. Sigh.
Obviously...this isn't going to work. Of course, AL wasn't going to stop the strokes. No one, not even the doctors, are convinced that anything is going to stop them. They don't know why they are happening and there's nothing obvious enough to DO, other than the drugs. So really it's just about making sure she's taking them AND trying to keep her from burning the place down, before her next one.
I hope I can sleep tonight without bursting into tears every half hour. I really really hope so. If Robert were here, it's entirely possible I would have taken that pharmacist up on something for tonight (shocking, I know!), but I gotta be conscious for the kidlet!