Your palms get clammy, your mouth dry, your eyes red. You feel like a deranged animal, like a sad junkie waiting for his next fix. You see that date on your office calendar, circled, and in large red marker: DISNEY TRIP. Oh god, the excitement! The anticipation! Heck, you haven't made your reservations yet, but who cares! That's the date you're going - you're sure of it. But... As the days roll by... You'll find you've passed "DISNEY TRIP" a long time ago, still in your office chair, full of sadness and dread. You'll never get to Disney, you say to yourself. Stop trying. Give up. Then you get an unexpected ray of hope from somewhere deep inside of you, you look at your calendar ahead several months, maybe 5 - maybe 8, and get your handy-dandy red marker. DISNEY TRIP, you triumphantly mark. You'll get there. On and on and over again, a million times. This is the reality I've been living for almost two years. It will most certainly take a miracle to get to WDW. I hope that miracle comes soon. I made this PTR, not to make you feel sorry for me, or to feel sorry for myself. I came to share all the good things too - I literally have everything planned out. I came here to talk to my fellow disney lovers, and get hyped. Most of all though, I did come here for a smidgen of support and good vibes. We'll get there. I know it. And I'd be honored if you join along for the ride.