I know. I want it to be real but I keep putting the fact that it's not towards the back of my head. And since the books are over...it's just the end of that world...and I don't want it to be. I can read the books over so many times and go back to it, but after awhile there is never going to be anything new. I can come up with things and make up new things but it's not the same.
Yes I understand it's not real and maybe I'm selfish or stupid for dying for it to be but I'm not gonna lie. I'd die for it.
But if I had a choice between dying for my loved ones to be happy.
Or dying for a harry potter world.
The first one would win over easily.
But just if everything is perfect Harry Potter would be the one thing I'd die for, there isn't anything else than that, that I would die for, besides my family and friends.
The two things that have had the hugest impact on my life thus far.
Exactly. There's nothing new. And I just can't let go. Giving up Harry Potter, is like the end of this chapter of my life. Basically 6 or so years of my life.
When I was little, I hoped for an owl.
I would turn my fan on an pretend I could make the page on my calendar lift up.
Somedays, I still hope to see that owl. Even if it's pathetic.
Eh, I'm not a very valuable human.no, your human
I know. :[
Aww
Sometimes things would fall off my dresser from the wind and I always use to try to convince myself I have magical powers.
And after reading the books and watching Matilda all the time I would stare at things and try to make them move. Even if they didn't I still just thought my powers hadn't been devoloped. lol.
But are you kidding. I have hopped to see an owl for my whole life thus far and there isn't any day I won't go without thinking about it, even when I'm old, I know I'll still want to see it. It's not pathetic to me.
Ahah. That's what I was think of today when the wind was blowing the cover of my duotangs around. MATILDA. I just watched it the other day.
I will always hope for an owl.
I hoped for a trip to Disney. I got it twice.
Why not get an owl?
I love that movie. My mom told me when I was watching it one day that when I was little I used to sit in the living room for long hours a day just watching it over and over. :]
Exactly. I believe anything can happen.
Getting an owl is just another one of those things...
I used to watch it a lot. I loved that movie, and All Dogs Go To Heaven. Which makes me cry.
My owl will come. And if not, I'll probably just order myself a wand from Alivans.
id like a life without the stuf harry had to face but still with me at hogwarts
i.e. no giant spiders, imortal wizzards teachers that want to kill me,etc
but i would like friends as loyal, people that dont mind it when you drop in to go see a quiditch match stuf like that

