and quite frankly I don't feel like going on this vacation at all right now.... I just had to put our dog down earlier today. We have had her for over 12 years, she was our only pet and our house is SO empty now... My heart is so broken, I just don't feel like travelling or doing anything... Frankly, I'd give up Disney & DCL to have my dog back as a healthy puppy again... I'm afraid I'm going to ruin this cruise for the rest of my family because I just don't want to go anymore...I'm too sad.