CaliforniaDreaming, I'm so sorry I missed your post earlier. I agree with moon, please get help for you depression. And try not to take your daughters' attitude too personally. I think it's hard for teens to relate to a parent's emotional struggles when they are dealing with so many issues themselves. We are supposed to be the strong ones with all the answers - at least from their point of view, anyway.
I know it has to be tough, though, and I am so very sorry. I have 3 daughters myself and am no stranger to anxiety and depression, so I can understand how difficult it must be to deal with their rejection on top of everything else. Please find a doctor who can help you. I know it's hard to believe, but medication can often work wonders in getting you out from under that dark cloud. You will be in my thoughts.
I know it has to be tough, though, and I am so very sorry. I have 3 daughters myself and am no stranger to anxiety and depression, so I can understand how difficult it must be to deal with their rejection on top of everything else. Please find a doctor who can help you. I know it's hard to believe, but medication can often work wonders in getting you out from under that dark cloud. You will be in my thoughts.
