Vent~ First Day of School and I've Already Had A Mental Breakdown

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Will the drama ever seriously end I mean seriously everyone is in my face mad about something and trying to control me. My dad who I wouldn't even call my dad is already in my face bossing me around. I mean seriously give me a break yes your mad about last year I got a C+ in French but you didn't seem to even care to check my grades till 2 DAYS BEFORE SCHOOL ENDED LAST YEAR. I'm sorry but I struggle in French if that's my worst grade so be it. Then there was the drama over the summer which seems to be the icing on the cake since people seemed to think they need to declear it to the world

I have friend who's been mad at me since the end of the school year last year since I turned her in when she attempted suicuide and was going to attempt it again the next night. And then I warned another friend about dating her friend since the friend was known to sleep with girls and use girls. Ever since then she's been sending me stuff all the time... WHEN WILL IT EVER END WITH HER She was already giving me crap on the first day of school over these issues. Yeah I'm sorry I saved your life but I didn't feel like I had a choice and yeah I had the right to warn another friend that your friend uses girls to sleep with...

Oh then I have the another girl who is mad at me who's mom threatened to send me to jail because me and a couple of friends played a prank on her daughter when it was a minor prank... We told this girl we were fighting to try to confuse her to get her off our backs after she had annoyed us enough on Facebook, she's been running around the school today trying to turn as many people as she can against us because of a prank. Yes it was wrong of us, yes do I regret doing it and if I had to do it again I wouldn't do it but come on IT WAS A PRANK. I asked for forgiveness sent her a e-mail telling her how dumb I was to play a long with it but the end of the story is it was a prank...

Then of course I have the friend who has gone on a anti- christian rage and doesn't want anything to do with me because of my beliefs. She says I'm a judging everyone Umm... I'm sorry but I think I've said this a million times I don't judge people from the outside but is what is in them. I try to get to know the true everyone since I know there is good in everyone. I mean look at me I was one of the few people to jump up today and greet and let the new foreign engange student into our group at school. Yeah she dresses like from someone from Belgium but she is from Belgium. Have I ever rejected anyone emo... into my life... not exactly, I mean I try very hard to accept everyone and be friends with everyone I mean I'm close friends with some of the most popular kids at school and some of the not so much I think this really shows ALL THE TIME. I do my very best to not judge everyone since everyone is different but amazing in their own way. And think what makes me the most upset about her is she was a Christian just like a month ago then she went and made a new best friend who has been changing her a lot. She has bi-polar so I'm trying to take it the easiest with her and trying to make sure she knows I still love her and care about her and want to be my friend but the thing that hurts me the most about this is she told me she deleted everyone from our church from her Facebook but she only deleted me and that was like a month ago... I wish she would just tell me the truth and not lie to me since I know she's lieing and I care about her so much and want to be her friend. :(

Then it just seems like my parents just have to always make my day worst by the way they treat me I just can't take it anymore I've started doing things lately that I can't explain and today I almost took it too far... Everything just seems to be going wrong I just wish in a way I would of tooken it too far today and it would all be better as I would be gone now. I just can't take it anymore

VENT OVER
 


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