Thanks for the birthday wishes  
 
 
I always get depressed on my birthday & having it & being 40 means i'm double depressed!!
Had a hectic day yesterday, went on a school trip to Chatsworth House with 60, 5-6 year old children!!! (apparently they filmed 'Pride & prejudice' there with Kiera Knightly!!) Beautiful place! 
Only thing that spoilt it was that another TA (teaching assistant) who i know doesnt like me went!! I havnt got a clue what i've done to make her dislike me so much, but i hate the atmosphere it causes & i've got to work with the woman in September!! Most of the time i dont let it bother me, but it really gets me down when she is around me, as otherwise i love my job. I dont like confrontation & tend to 'bury my head in the sand' & hope the problem will go away! Doesnt look like that is going to happen though! 
Oh well off on another trip tomorrow & shes not going  
 
 
We are going to a small theme park taking 60, 8-9 year olds this time!! Good weather forcast too, just have to resist the ice creams & other goodies  
 
 
Food for today:
Breakfast - atkins breakfast bar, decaf earl grey
lunch - mexican chicken salad, strawberries, bit of water! 
          (& yes  if you havnt already guessed this is my fav meal!!)
Dinner - small baked potato with cheese & chicken & bacon, 
           can of dry cider (sorry, that woman got to me & i needed to
           unwind!!) big bag of sugar free cola bottles (zero carbs!! - honest!) 
CACrusin - think you might be right about the water, i feel i deffinatly need    
                to drink more! Will try 
