paigevz said:Bumping this one I posted earlier for any Chatters coming on this afternoon.
Okay gang. This is in response to a good friend who is trying to reach out to me, and says I'm not realizing my wealth of friends here.
The truth is guys, that this is hell. Plain and simple, the worst thing I've ever had to do. And those of you that knowme, know I have had some pretty bad stuff in my early life. It does not compare.
I'm sorry I've alienated my best friends here. I thought I was doing the right thing for you guys. I didn't mean to make everyone guess.
I promise I'll try to let you guys know when I'm having a hard time instead of just avoiding the fun.
Forgive me for being a tool.
...but after I posted...I read ABOVE ME and........


Disneyland1084 said:Hi Paige and Karen!![]()
momrek06 said:How you doing sweet, Teresa???![]()
Having a good Sunday?![]()
I am just doing a drive by and then saw Paige's post. I hope she is okay! And I going to wait a few minutes to leave and see if she is around.
I went with my DD, DH and DSIL to the new Denny's by my house. It was
. Then I came home and did some laundry and dusted. Now DD is sleeping. I have to go to Target today to buy a few things. How about you? 
paigevz said:Hi Kar, I'm okay. It's just dh and what's going on now. I haven't been as active here as usual because I don't post much when I'm sad here. I don't want to mess with the fun. Sorry...........
paigevz said:And also sometimes I"m mad..........and I don't want to be rude to my cousins when that happens.

paigevz said:Hiya Teresa. I went to take a shower and my bathroom was in SUCH shape! So I cleaned it. I'm not much on housekeeping..............
I'm still angry over the fact that this guy did a crappy job putting tile in our master shower. The grout on the side is already cracking. We can't really buy anything for the house until the first of the year. My DH is going to fix it, but it's still frustrating. 
paigevz said:Thanks Kar. I will try to let go more. I knew you knew, I didn't want to harp on it.![]()
you very much, we
your family and we are here for YOU!!!
AND JUST BE THERE FOR YOU!!! It is what friends do and especially when these friends are as close as all of us are on MH's!!!

paigevz said:Okay Kar. I have watched sometimes and been very sad. Just not feeling like joining in because I was so sad. And then wishing I wasn't. I have very little control over my moods anymore.
)..you three were better than any stand up comedy act I have ever seen!!!....heck I was on until almost 2-ish!!!! So, continue posting there 24/7 but just do not forget you do have some real solid friends over here on MH's as well!!!
YOU!!!!!

paigevz said:Oh and Kar, we finished our website!!! We're going to have a party on the CB #1 board tonight.........maybe 8 ish. All our cheeries and teamies should try to come!!!![]()
for now!!!