Exactly. If I didn't get it, my brain would be so scattered. I'd be terrified that something was wrong.
Okay, I MUST be getting my period soon. I just had a breakdown (tears and all that crap over 'nothing'). So, I have this really really bad sunburn. It hurts sooo much to touch it, let alone to try and change clothes, etc. My friend said she was going to come over to go swimming, so I went to change into my swimsuit. It took me FOREVER to get my bra/shirt off because it hurt so much. I literally had to stick a cloth in my mouth to bite down on (yeah, it's a moderately to severe sunburn). Anyway, I finally got my swimsuit on and was sitting here waiting for her to arrive.
Then she called -- 'Oh, I'm tired. I think I'll just stay at home actually.' WHATTTT. I've told her how bad my sunburn hurts and how much it stings to try and change clothes, but she obviously only cares about herself. So, I sat there and cried.
Then I cried at the fact that I can't take a shower. The water pressure is just too painful. I counted on swimming tonight, and then just washing my hair and kind of washing up in the morning before class. I feel like an idiot swimming by myself (and it hurts even worse once the bathing suit is wet) so now that option is off the table. I have NO IDEA what I'm going to do in the morning. So, I cried some more.
Then I went a changed into my pajamas. That took another 15 minutes, accompanied by lots of crying.
I'm finally in my pajamas, and now I'm crying about how hard it is to sleep. I have to lay in my bed with no blankets or sheets, and no pillow because it touches the top of my shoulders and stings. So I lay in this empty bed on my back, and I can't move around, and it's so hard to sleep.
Thanks for listening to my vent, I just had to get it out. It must be PMS or something, because the logical part of my brain tells me I'm over-reacting. But the other part of my brain tells me that nobody cares, they all think I'm over-reacting, and I'm screwed tomorrow with no ability to take a shower.
OH, and I tried to put some lotion on my shoulder to see if it would help, but I couldn't rub it in. I also can't rub it off because any kind of friction hurts like hell. So now I have this white glob on my arm. I have to go to class tomorrow with a white glob on my arm.