I am so scared of my future. I am a very big mommy's girl I guess you could say, and I've been very sheltered, spoiled (I'm not an ungrateful brat tho), and protected my whole life. Now I am going to Boston next year for college, and that's a scary new place. It's HUGE compared to my little small town, and I'm going to be all alone. I am shy after the first "Hi, how are you? Where are you from?" I try to be confident but it's just so hard when you don't know anyone! You want to be the one who comes off as the person breezing by easily...the one who makes others feel comfortable is a better way to put it...but instead you're the one that's the most scared of anyone. What if my roommate is awful? Or just SO different from me that she doesn't understand who I am and I can't help the situation because I can't relate to her either? What if some dangerous things in Boston happen? (If you know what I mean). What if the classes are harder than I thought? What is it going to be like to live with someone that I don't know? What happens when you are someone like me...who doesn't trust anyone?
And that's just the beginning of college!
In the future I want to work at WDW. You have to take into account rent, living expenses, transportation, food, car insurance, medical insurance, dental insurance, life insurance. How do you make all that money in enough time before you can move to FL? How long does it take to make that kind of money, and at that point, do you become trapped in a comfortable lifestyle that you almost don't want to leave? Then your dream is gone. Same thing with possibly living in LA and becoming an actress (another possible dream). Same thing with living expenses, but the problem is, by the time you have enough money, you are past the prime age. So do you have to be a rich child to have your parents pay for it? Or give up college and go right from high school? But then if you DON'T make it, then you don't have anything to fall back on. The thing is...that all of this is possible somehow...people DID DO IT. But how? Luck? IS it possible and HOW do you start?
That's just the beginning...but I'll stop now. Just so you know that you don't feel alone...
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