Could use some prayers. I've battled on and off with an eating disorder over half my life now and I'm struggling with it again. I feel like it's taking over my life right now and consuming my every thought. I don't want to deal with this again.
I am so sorry......try to get some help as you do not want this to take over your life again....there must be someone that can help you through this. I will keep you in my good thoughts.....
I have been down that horrible road myself (struggled since I was 18 and am now 38). I have been strongly in recovery for 8 years. It is so important to reach out for help and be honest with someone about what specifically is happening (even though most of you does not want to). The secrecy is what gives it even more power. If you would like to email, let me know. I don't know how to PM you but perhaps someone here can tell me how. Take care,