hey, it's emily at mel's house. to make this week worse than it already was after the yankees lost, it got 10 times worse last night:
ok, it all started on wednesday when i asked Z to the dance. he said yes and i was soooooooooo happy!!!!

but when i went into school the next day people were telling me how mean i was for asking him b/c supposedly i knew this girl named courtney was going to ask him. which i DIDN'T because i don't even KNOW courtney. i mean i know her to see her, but i dont KNOW her. and sos he hated me and so did her best friends. anyway, so yesterday i was at the trinity game and i was really excited because Z was gonna be there. well, so was courtney. and anyway, to make a long story short, she asked him to the dance (after she KNEW i had), and he said YES because he LIKES HER and now they're GOING OUT!!!!!!!!! he didnt say anything to me all night and i totally avoided him. i cried so many times because i was so upset. everyone waas being really nice to me tho. they were telling me how he wasn't good enough for me and stuff. now i wanna get a really hot date to the dance and make him really jealous!! lol!!! but anyway, it was really annoying and really sad. i cried at the game and when i got home. my parents were really nice to me. my dad was like "guys are jerks. trust me, i know, i am one." and i was like "noooo dad ur not a jerk. Z is" and he hugged me and my mom did too and they were really supportive. i realized how lucky i am to have very good friends and family last night and how much more important they are than boys. ugh. i'm so sad though. i'll never be able to get another date. i may just end up going stag even tho i rilly dont want to.

anyway, that on top of the yankees losing made it a bad week. and the red sox are winning now. i guess since we're all being nice to our most hated team, i'lll say 'good for them.'

that was scary. ddon't expect me to say that again!!!!! ahh!!!!!! yes, so im depressed now. <3.::eMiLy::.<3