Random things that make you feel guilty..

Babyjustrun

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Title says it all.
Like just stuff you look back on and makes you feel like a terrible person, either with a very good reason, or for no reason at all.

There's these eggs that are called 'panned Easter eggs' they're disgusting, but one year my mother bought them for Easter because some of the other chocolate was just too expensive. This was way back before my mother worked, so yes, we had less money available to waste on junk. anyways, I threw a fit when I tried one, and went on and on about how nasty they were. I was so ungrateful and acted awful. This made me feel terrible when I remembered it and I wanted to cry.

when I was little I'd make my parents buy me McDonalds, but I would never finish it. I just feel bad for wasting that food.

There's a picture of my uncle's mother (I'm not blood related to this uncle) at Christmas. I was showing my actual grandmother something i got, and this woman was leaning over trying to see what it was. I am almost certain I probably never showed her what it was, I hardly acknowledged her presence and wasn't really sure who she was until she died. She just came over at Christmas and sat there.

From the age of probably 2 until I was 5 I was afraid of my grandmother. I wouldn't talk to her.
 
There was this thing I did when I was little that I will never forget.

I had to have been about 6-7 years old at the time and my little sister and I were going to brush our teeth, but! We were out of tooth paste. So I took this tube of Neosporin and told her that it was a new bottle of tooth paste (she couldn't read yet, so she didn't know any better).

When she put in her mouth tho, it burned so bad that she was BAWLING. I didn't know it would burn her tho! I just thought it would taste bad! :guilty:

And here's the really horrible part! When my parents asked what happened....I freaked out and told them that I thought that the thing was a new bottle of tooth paste...even though I really knew it wasn't the whole time.

And I'd even do stupid small things, like put signs on my door that would say 'No one under the age of 9 is allowed' and my sister would be like....5.


I WAS A MEAN BIG SISTER! :guilty:
 
I used to say I loved my Grampa more than my Grandmother.

Me and my Grampa used to have silly arguments. I never apologised, and I still feel guilty.

I hit my dad REEEEALLY hard once on the nose.. and he thought he'd broke it.

Me and my dad were arguing, and my shoe flung off and nearly hit my mother on the head.
 

I kissed my ex after he got a new girlfriend.. hey; I don't like her one bit! but thats no excuse to kiss him. i still don't think she knows. whoops :guilty:

i was pushing this girl on the swing set in like 2nd grade i think.. and she feel off and her head hit the pole. she had to be rushed to the ER and get staples put in her head :sad2: I felt really bad, and I don't think i never told my mom it was my fault..
 
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at least I ran out of staples
 
I sometimes hold things really high above my brothers head... so he cant have whatever im holding

I once threw out a hot-dog the uncle i dont like made for me

I lied about it when he asked me about it

And some other things that i cant think of
 
Last summer, I knocked over a crystal figurine of my great aunts. Well I didn't want to admit I did it, I'd get yelled at. And I was afraid my mum would notice.
My great aunt is blind. So my mother was like 'Oh Louie, you broke another figurine, you must have knocked it over when you were dusting, what a shame.'
I felt bad because she was blaming my aunt as though she were a child, when it was really me.
 
I always feel bad for the selfish things I did (and sometimes still do.)

My aunt (married into the family) used to come over a lot when I was a kid, and she'd preach the bible and try and teach me right and wrong, etc. Well me and my cousin got sick of it & would be rude and make fun of her everytime she came over. She's blind and my uncle died a few years ago, so now I feel like a total loser. I can't believe I was so immature.

The school I went to for elementary for a huge school full of rich kids, so the parents would naturally donate money. So eventually we made a wing for 'special-ed' kids, and a bunch of those kids transferred in from another school. Well, at the playground one day I saw this kid with really big feet, & me and my friend went over and laughed at it. I believe he was autistic, so he just kind of stared at us, which made us laugh even harder.

Yeah, a couple months later he was killed in a horrible horrible fire. We had an entire day of silence and a couple memorial things put up for him, and I just felt awful. I actually cried forever when I thought about it, lol I'm crying now again. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for that, nor should I.

I don't want to sound bratty, but I'm really spoiled. I'm the only child, so my parents have really given me whatever I wanted. I threw quite a few tantrums and fits when I was younger. It wasn't the doll that I wanted, that shirt didn't look right, etcetc. I would yell and scream like a baby if my mom ever even mentioned canceling on of our WDW trips.

I try to look at myself in a mirror every once in a while, objectively. Look at the things I've done and try to make sure that I wasn't greedy or selfish. It's really something I've had to work on, ya know, being...grateful and perceptive. Especially perceptive, whenever something 'horrible' is happening to me, I always try to take a step back. It doesn't always work, but I try.

--- Oh, and because of how I was as a child, I feel guilty over every little thing now. Did I kick a pillow off my bed? Yup, I feel guilty about it. Like the pillow cares. :rolleyes: Especially if I get angry with one of my pets and shoo them away, I ALWAYS have to go find them and cuddle with them for a while so they know I'm sorry.
 
I feel UNBEARABLY guilty if I don't eat the lunch my mom makes me.
(yes, i'm almost 20 and my momma still makes me lunches--she loves me :rolleyes1 )
Anyways, even if it's crushed or melted or disgusting, or even if i'm going to buy something else to eat, i still ALWAYS eat at least a bite of it, just so I don't feel like she is doing these nice things for me for nothing.
My sister thinks I'm a freak, but like, if we're gonna go out for lunch on campus i ALWAYS eat at least one bite of my moms sandwiche and then throw it out.
hahaha i dunno why i get so guilty about it, probably because she takes the time to do it for me.
:flower3:
 
When people don't have pencils in class and they get yelled at.

I have nothing to do with the but it makes me feel bad.
 
I feel guilty over anything. I'm really hard on myself, so even when I make a minor mistake or talk to somebody with a rude tone to my voice, I beat myself up about it for days or weeks afterwards.
 
i told my friend i hated her and i never wanted to see her again and that she is a slut and a drug addict and a drunk and she was ruining her life and there was nothing i could do about it.
she almost died about a month ago in a car wreck.
i didn't realize until then how much she really does mean to me.
now i thank god everyday that she didn't die, because i don't want those to be the last words that she heard from me.
i still feel bad for the things i said.
 
Oh gosh...The whole thing with Katie kills me. (Not a DIS Katie, RL Katie.) I feel like the whole issue with her is my fault, and it partly is...I can't even finish this now.
 
Oh gosh...The whole thing with Katie kills me. (Not a DIS Katie, RL Katie.) I feel like the whole issue with her is my fault, and it partly is...I can't even finish this now.

=(
I'm sorry Billy.
Is this the girl you told me about the other day?
 
When someone tells me they love me but I can't say it back because I don't want to lie.

I feel bad if I never say thank you after a meal

I used to be really mean in 7th grade, mostly everyone forgot, but I felt bad about it.

Almost breaking my brother's wrist.

Almost suffocating my sister. I was trying to cover her mouth when she sneezed but I ended up covering her mouth and nose for too long.

Asking my friends if I could see their homework.
 
When someone tells me they love me but I can't say it back because I don't want to lie.

I feel bad if I never say thank you after a meal

I used to be really mean in 7th grade, mostly everyone forgot, but I felt bad about it.

Almost breaking my brother's wrist.

Almost suffocating my sister. I was trying to cover her mouth when she sneezed but I ended up covering her mouth and nose for too long.

Asking my friends if I could see their homework.

ahh! i always feel bad about that.

so basicly any time i say "retard" or "***" or "gay" in a bad way.
i say it them sooo much to. it makes you sound really like, uneducated and like a typical teenager and stuff lol.
:guilty:
 
I feel guilty over anything. I'm really hard on myself, so even when I make a minor mistake or talk to somebody with a rude tone to my voice, I beat myself up about it for days or weeks afterwards.

Yep.
5 weeks ago I got caught with my cell phone in class. I'm still beating myself up over it.
 
I feel guilty when i see an elderly person trying to be nice to people but they aren't being nice back.
 





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