I started Atkins about 6 months before our last Disney trip. It had been all over the talk show circuit and whenever I caught a show about it, totally seemed made for me (a MAJOR carb addict)! The first 3-5 days were pretty rough. I had been eating a bagel for breakfast virtually every day for years, and every other meal was carb-rich too. I think I cut back to about 10-20 carbs per day to start. In that first week I developed major headaches (withdrawl, I'm sure) and made myself crazy craving something that crunched! Once I gave in and took an Excedrine (contains carbs!) and DH brought me some pork rinds (mostly foul, but better than nothing), I made it through!!!
For someone who has been heavy since childhood and never successful at any diet I can recall, I found this one to be fairly livable and not as hard to follow as it seems. Besides my daily bagel, I would often come home for lunch and grab what was easiest - like chips and ice cream. Dinner HAD to have a starch (potatoes, rice, or pasta) or it wasn't a real meal. I have always been a major junk food junkie, although I love water, so drinking plenty comes natural, and I don't like coffee or tea. Because I was determined to make this work, I even went so far as to keep a journal. I was amazed that I could give up the carbs and survive. I was also amazed that I could lose weight that I did!
I did take a number of vitamins and such, a modified version of what is suggested in Atkins' book. A multi-vitamin, B-complex, chromium, flax oil, and fish oil. I usually varied my breakfast & lunches every other week - a plain hard boiled or devilled egg (1 carb) or cheese (1-2 carbs) for breakfast; chicken salad (chicken breast, mayo, parmesean cheese), tuna, or ham and cheese rolls for lunch. Dinner was usually a meat and salad. Since I stopped buying the really bad carbs (chips, desserts, etc), the rest of my family was also benefitting.
I was continually amazed that I could stick with it and was losing weight! I ordered a pit beef sandwich without the bun at the fair, ate only cheese cubes, slices of meat, and a few veggies at my best friend's casual wedding reception, splurged with a half a bite size candy bar for the sugar cravings! All of this was virtually unbelievable for me!!! My bad eating had gotten me to a point where I was actually falling asleep at my desk in the afternoons, but now I was waking up earlier, feeling refreshed, and no more naps! I started walking on a pretty regular basis, and actually enjoyed it!
When it was time for Disney, I had lost almost 50 pounds!!!! Not quite my goal of 10 pounds per month, but pretty close. Over the months I had started a pile of clothes that were too big for me (I'd never imagined such a thing before), and I was even able to fit into a pair of shorts I had bought years ago and never come close to getting zipped for the trip!
You may have noticed by now that I am referring to all this success in the past tense. Well...I had told myself all along, as a sort of goal/reward, that I could eat what I wanted on the vacation (3 days in the parks, 4 days was the cruise). This wouldn't have been too bad, if I had come home and gotten right back on track. But I didn't. Our trip was in early November, so it was too easy to let myself slide right into the holiday eating, and that in turn lasted for the rest of the year. Except that I just didn't return to my usual bad eating, I was indulging my eating obsessions with things that were really ridiculous (mostly chocolate). I've gained back every bit, and maybe an extra pound or two. The fat clothes pile are now my everyday clothes again.
I am trying to get myself back in that mindset again now before my next
Disney cruise. It's much harder this time, although I can't quite figure out why. I'm pretty sure it's not the Atkins diet that's too blame - I think it's psychological. I'm not having trouble getting back to the vitamins or eating according to plan for breakfast or lunch, but once I'm home in the evenings I seem to lose sight of the goal. I'm still hopeful, and would definitely recommend trying the Atkins plan to anyone who is relatively sure they have a carb addiction. The first week can be tough, and like anything, keeping with it over time is the real challange. Believe me, if I could do it, anyone can.
