I am like you - total chicken! I generally can NOT do scary things at all, and usually have every light in my house on when I am home alone. But my husband is
obsessed with Halloween and scary movies and his birthday is the week of Halloween, so it's become a super big deal in our house for as long as we've been together, and I try to be a good sport for him. Our first HHN was in 2001 and we didn't even know what it was, just decided on a whim to go since we were already down at Universal. I was terrified and miserable, but he had the best time. I did a LOT of clinging to him and keeping my eyes shut. The last time we were down there was in 2007 when a lot of the houses were based on the scary movies we grew up with (Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm Street, TX Chainsaw Massacre, The Thing). I started out the night doing the clinging and the eyes shut and it just wasn't fun for either of us, so then I decided when we walked through the Friday the 13th "camp" house that I was just going to allow myself to be scared and go with it, so I kept my eyes open and jumped and screamed and had such a great time! We haven't been to HHN in 11 years (gasp!) and I'll probably have a heart attack going through the houses now, but I'm going to try to just let myself be scared (if that makes sense) because that actually feels so much more fun and freeing - hooray for adrenaline!

It is somewhat comforting to remember that the scare actors can't touch you, even if they get right up close.
That said, I do think in a small way my husband likes that I am such a scaredy cat so he can feel "protective" of me.

And I get to laugh extra hard when something manages to really scare him!