Hi Margie
Sorry about your loss. The pain never goes away, it just becomes easier to bear. Your mum would have known how much she was loved by you, and you by her...it can be very hard to keep this thought but in time you will be able to remember good times without them making you feel sick to your stomach!! I lost my mum 15 years ago (I was 17) and it still hurts today, but everyday I find myself having happy thoughts of her or even "worse" sounding like her when I talk to my daughter......
Your in my thoughts.... Take Care.
Val (Disney Daft Mum)