So about two days ago I had to go the hospital to take these glucose test and they didn't go to well because i could not drink the medicine thing they wanted me to in under three minutes. Then they sent me to the diabetes center and this lady gave me a blood sugar monitor thing so i test my blood so i can make sure it does not get too high and then talk about nutrition. Well my mom stayed home with my lil bro that day which was fine and my dad took me. So my dad is all proud of me and stuff for sticking to eating healthier and exercising more and stuff which the lady told us was good to do so i don't get diagnosed with diabetes. But ever since i have gotten home from that day my mom wont even look at me in the eyes and all she can do is yell at me and stuff. Like she see's me sitting at the table pricking my finger to test my blood sugar and all she can do is yell at me because i lost my bag of needles which cant be thrown away. first of all this is hard on a 15 year old and she is not doing anything to make it any easier. I asked her if we could stop eating out as much which we do a lot because so my dad said if my mom wont cook we could try too. but it is like she is trying to hold onto the past where everything was okay and i want to also but i can't i have to live with what life dealt at me and i have to face this but she could at least be a help by looking at me once and a while. Ya know? i get it she does not want to have to deal with this i dont either but i dont have a choice! i just dont know what to do?????
anyway this was more of a vent but ya... sorry its so long
anyway this was more of a vent but ya... sorry its so long
