Hi, I just happened to come across your thread and wanted to post. My mom died of stomach cancer when I was 14. Currently, I am a happily married adult with 3 boys and a successful career. It took me a long time to get here, but I made it and you will too. I am so sorry for your loss. You will always miss your mother and think of her everyday-I still do. I am sending prayers your way. I just wanted you to know that there are others out there that have gone through the same as you and have still come out on the other end as whole people. I know your heart is breaking and I wish it didn't have to be this way for you. Loss is an emotional as well as physical pain. It's okay to be sad, mad, hurt and lost. It will take time but, you will make it through.