I completely understand how you feel. I lost my Baby this past Sunday (very unexpected) and she was a great and dutiful pet. Hasn't been the same since and I am not sleeping very well either as she slept in my bedroom as well. Have to agree with the Rainbow Bridge poetry, I certainly hope there is a doggie heaven and that all of the doggies get to have a ton of fun. I had her cremated and the service brought her back to my home yesterday and I have to say I felt okay with the decision as she is back home, will be remember and it brings a bit more closer in a good way.