I really appreciate all the kind words from everyone. Thank you.
Today was hard. I had to tell our 8 yr old DD what happened, it was too much to bare. I went to my mom's house to help her sort through all the details, calls, etc. And as other's have said we won't need to go to Florida, the funeral home is taking care of that.
But the day just got worse. My older sister came to town and we had a huge confrontation about issues I told her I didn't want to discuss at this time and she pushed me and pushed me till I had it out with her.
I feel so aweful, and mad, and sick, and depressed. I can't stand the pain.
I can't stop crying. I was shaking so bad my mom wouldn't even let my drive myself home. So now she just left with DH to pick up our van I left there.
I hope he's back soon.