..oops...well, someone, left the computer on?
, most likely
my lil'sweetie...who's easily distracted.
..my neighbor...@ it again [near our house]....working on his prefect
lawn. us? we're going for the jungle look..again!
..have you?..ever look around..the folks..you kno....& actually
how they live..life?
.."boys in the hood"...before watching..the first time...hoodies?
to kill to be kill...is wastin life. the father..blames..."white american".
[ i thought "this"..was one of the main point..whether it was intended
or not. ] however, watching the dyamics..unfold...over their lifetimes,
made alot..sense..for all the wrong reasons.., starting with "childhood
bullying"..,football scene...all the way...to the end. intersting, how
the..."producers"...presented..alot of soical issues, in-between the
"growth & development" ...leading to ...fear & acting out...by
anticipating...the worst..between ..the 2 groups...sharing the same
"hood"...where, cooperation..would made "room" for both "peer groups"-
..ironically...@ the end..the survivors..moved out!
...why?..should..anyone care? this happened..in american. it happened
in our society..& there were loss of life, effecting..all of us....mankind.
...( in ways, we will never...know? ) , the cure for cancer..mnay have
also..died...on those streets. eventually, their anger and lost dreams...
spilled into....neigbooring "hoods"...destroying more...lives..like a
dynamoes..effect. life?..either you have it, or you lose it. what to
do with it..while...you possess it....should include..from time for thought?
oh,...my viewpoint..from...the father's..he was even "organizing" and
acting..on "developing"..the life forces....he saw a society..not caring
a hoot. * & he was right..except, not exactly..."white man".. it was all
he could recognized..becos, thats what the "system"...used as a front,
to prevent accpeting..responsiblity. [ who would blame?..if you saw,
experienced, and suffered the losses..with no corrective measures.?]
...i think..it was important..to the story..teller...to add this major role,
.."we have value!"...but if i may suggest.....instead..of limiting to
"white american.."..all of america. whether others recognize..your values
or not.is irrlevant...they are still with you..as long..as you have life.
...then to reflect...one of the most "eye" opening....scene..was when
..the cops..showed..up..after the "break -in". and when the father
interacted..with the black cop, after his negative feed back? yep,
its sorry,.."bro"...there's something wrong....that you don't even "see" it?
true..but true..for all human beings.
what i felt...all the killings...proved..nothing & took away, the potential
for..greatness.but if anything...where was society's [ lets not used white
man's world..*** in reality..its scapegoating]...responsiblities? the #1
...where did all the kids....get their guns? noticed..all society..gave
this comunity..."fly overs"?
* if...you watch....look @ their individualisms, underneath..they
wanted/desired ..a better life....and all the same things....all human
beings...are hoping..for. however, the only..person...that took responsbility
for seeking these realities..were the father..& in the distance..the mother...
who relocated...outside..the "hood".
one of my reality intervention...touches..on this...." feeling sorry for
oneself..is ineffective coping. why? *** no body gives a D.! factual.
* however, that is in itself....a motivator. [ fyi, when i see pyhsics
being bent...are where my ideas..for a spiritual being exists].
...for others..to care about your well being/feelings..they first must
see all the good things...you can be.
fyi, so there's no ?..about finding sucessful ways of thinking...&
happiness....i do not alter...or subsitute ...none..of my interventions
based..on culture, race, or reigion..or any other....judgmental feelings,
mankind uses. nope, not one.
how did i came to this...conclusion?...reality..is: there are only 2 types
of people ..in the world...male & female...effected by functional needs..
to meet our ongoing...existence. everything..else..by nature, is window
dressing. therefore, i know..i can "interact"..with any other...regardless
their...current level...of understanding . psst, * baseline never chnges..
soooo if you tell me...you are depress...yes, i know how that feels.
...why...so winded, well thats me?
, buttttt, i also wanted
to set up a special presentation...for sharing. recently, i had one of
black veterans..return ....* its been over 8 years. he pulled me
aside ...to talk. " i want you..to know....every thing you gave me ..
were right..because they worked! if anything, "i" just wished [he's
in his 60's].., I knew this stuff earlier. this needs ...to keep on
being taught." 8-years...that's amazing accomplishment, of itself.
..so do i,..wished...i knew what i do today...way back when. i wish,
in our schools system..we focus..more on established...human
rights..and pass on....the importance..of seeking happiness...
reality is:..one will not find hapines..if all on does is hate? & when
people kills people...it isn't just becos..white man 's world..but
all of mankind...losses & .. everyone...responsibilty.
soooo going into ..the world...for creating happiness..is bringing
something..into others....making it a better place..before you got
there!
..sillly, old me!
ps, any ladies..looking..for some exercise..are weclome,
..to exercise..in our yard,
, free lemonaide,
everybody. I skimmed. Sorry! I am posting from a hotel lobby and have a sec to pop in.
I tried to help a friend pick out some paint and the color that I thought would work she thought was too yellow when she tried it on the wall (one of those little sample sizes). I never got to see what it looked like. The color she had originally picked was a pinky beige that didn't really work. So her mom finally picked the color. And her mom picked out some wallpaper for her kitchen because the walls were a wreck after she pulled the old paper. I am interested in seeing how it all looks. At least she's happy with the countertop that I helped her pick out.
Or, if we're sitting on the infield can we pick something else to wear?
I had a small Quiznos sub on whole wheat yesterday and it was actually pretty goog! I do like having a hotdog while at WDW, but I rarely eat burgers. I think I'd prefer to have my hotdog on a white bun.
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You called me skinny! Which makes me suspicious. 
..over the derby.
