Ack! I missed some posts. Deena, your nightmares sound HORRENDOUS!

I hope they don't continue!
The surprise shower from your work sounds awesome. I'm glad SOMEONE came through for you!
And I know your trip is budget for you, but it could be SO much worse! And eating quick service will actually work out well for you because you're going during Food and Wine--- so you'll get to graze.
I'm SURE your money will work out! It will be okay! Do you have anything you can... sell?

(Seriously, I've been looking at all of my belongings yesterday and seeing if I can sell anything. Unfortunately, nada!)
You'll be in Disney soon, regardless, and it will be magical.
Yeah... I'm hoping all will work out---That's all I can do!!! These dreams have to stop though!!! Just wait!!! They're coming for you, lol!
I'm so sorry about all the headache and nightmears you've been having but once your day comes I'm sure it will all be worth it and it will be magical!!
Can't wait to hear about it!
I can't wait to report it!!! I want pictures now, lol!
Jackie's right! Haha, until you've done Disney the way I did it the last time before the honeymoon (drove down - trip takes about 20 hours, stayed at a Motel 6, ate one counter service lunch at the parks and PB & J for dinner every night) you haven't done Disney on a shoestring

But Food and Wine is a really good idea. you'll get to try lots of exciting things there!
I really, really hope you can start to see the positives of this trip and your wedding. I know it is super stressful before hand and it sounds like Dave isn't helping much. But fingers crossed that once you get there all the magic will kick in!
Lol--sounds like my childhood trips--then I started spoiling myself,

. I'm off tonight, so I'm going to try to do all my trip laundry and put it in a suitcase--that'll take stress off!!
Yep its close; you are having the nightmares now, LOL!
Stay strong, healthy and keep thinking about walking down the middle of Main Street USA with your HUSBAND!
So it's normal, lol!! I'm soooooooooooooo ready!!!
Deena sweetie - Yay for 3 weeks!!
Don't worry about the dreams because that is exactly what they are - dreams. The reality will be perfect!!! So what if you have left open lunches and breakfasts, just chill and wing it. Sometimes the trips where you just go with the flow are the ones which turn out to be the happiest!!
You will be in WDW and you will be getting married!! All will be well!!

Thanks a bunch

Last night, DF said he was getting excited. Just to hear him say that snapped me out of my funk

We'll make it all work and it will be fabulous!!
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So as some of you know. I'm in a support group called the Resort Changers--- it's a group for those who have changeritis. So everyday I check the resorts because I want to check my odds of an upgrade

Well the GF is completely 100% sold out. I had previously checked the other monorail resorts -- the monorail was 100% sold out. When I booked the GF, I was trying to get CL, but it wasn't available yet--now there's not even a water view available--nothing--nada--not even an overpriced suite. But what pops up when it says that the GF isn't available today????????? CR TOWER MK VIEW

I knew I had to act fast. Do I want the GF which I've dreamed of my whole life----or the castle and to be in the main building?? So I hadn't made up my mind yet, but I decided to go ahead and get on the phone just in case. I think I drove the lady crazy---but in the end--the castle won. It was $30 more... but it's the castle. We're eating at Artist Point and California Grill... so it makes tons of sense there. There's a boat to AP and CG is right there. Now I have to make 100 phone calls to let people know I'm crazy and changed my resort 15 days before I leave. C'mon people--we're talking the castle here. Did I mess up? Did I do the right thing? Is it just a disease? Oh well--it's done now

I read a fellow resort changers TR and she just stayed at the CR and I for some reason just got a real itch to stay there. DF is gonna be mad. He doesn't care where we stay--he just thinks I'm cutting it really close
So that's it for today. I wanted to stay with my fellow brides, but truth be told... I don't like light wood and the bedspread at the GF doesn't excite me

The TRs I've been reading said it's been beat up lately and I guess the excitement was just not there--plus I'm nervous it's going to be overcrowded. We'll get there, jump on the monorail and go! I'm excited--I just need a little re-inforcement here. Castle Castle Castle
Happy Tuesday!