Hi all, just talked to Jordan today. He's doing really well but dog-tired these days so he wanted to apologize for not writing thank yous for those who have sent cards, letters and/or care packages. He's been working 50-60 hours plus having to attend sessions, do homework etc. He has expressed his thankfulness for those who have sent things specifically for the other guys (or seemingly so, like multiple $5 or $10 Wal Mart cards... so easy to split up) because he knows of at least 12 guys who are out of work right now... the work slowed down during this time of year for some of the employers so there are a lot of people in the program who are not earning an income, plus still having expenses to take care of their families back home, and also paying for program expenses. So he is trying to share with others during this time. However, he is also seeking the Lord in being a good steward of his own money (so not giving it all away) but being a good steward in saving some away for when he comes home, and putting some of the extra money towards funding the program himself and not solely relying on the funds collected before he started. So he is trying to be a good steward of his finances while still exhibiting generosity. It's a fine line to discern, so continue to pray for wisdom.
He is really being broken down and for the first time, isn't thinking about when he's coming back, and honestly is in no hurry to come back. He is focusing on getting better so that he doesn't rush back to his "old life" prematurely and at a point where he's not able to withstand the pressures of his life back home. He went through a series about idols, which come in so many forms (even fun things like the DIS or the Ducks or whatnot) so he is really delving into what dying to self is all about, and what truly were his idols ("self" being a big one, as it is with all of us, what "we" want...) that were keeping him from fully sacrificing to God's will. He is even considering staying out there if the Lord calls him. But for now, he's not even thinking about the "end" of the program, but rather just focusing on progressing in his own journey of healing. But he wanted me to convey his appreciation of all your thoughtfulness and generosity, and especially when it extends to those around him suffering so much more. Please don't take his lack of communication back as a lack of appreciation, and he wanted to thank you all for your love and support.