Jen's Journal.....Baby Steps to a new me

[Blueeyes101817]

Well, i wrote on everyone's journals today, except mine! im not the brighest sometimes!
Im feeling kinda sick again--My sinus infection is b ack and painful ..Im on the medicines but its been a rough day or two..Hopefully i get rid of this one and soon!
Tomorrow i am working at my moms in the morning, then the preschool...im hoping the kids all go home early tomorrow--we are having mothers day tea, so im HOPING to be out by 430...optimistic of me , i know

Other than that, im just relaxing a bit..i will be visiting Kim Saturday (be excited kim!)

have a great night!

 

[toystoryduo]

Jen,

Alyssa was a beautiful young lady. I know that you couldn't attend the funeral, but going to the K-Ride and being there to support her family will be such a blessing for them.

It sounds like you have a fun weekend planned. I do hope you start feeling better.

Take care sweetie!

 

[kimwim8]

Hey lady!!

Are you EVER gonna leave????

 

[kimwim8]

Hi Jen!!! Had a great time yesterday!! We always spend the day laughing together!!

Tell Mom I say Happy Mothers Day! And enjoy your day together.

Talk to you later!!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Hey lady!!

Are you EVER gonna leave????

ummm it doesnt count if you post on my journal WHILE IM AT YOUR HOUSE!!!

I had fun too--i went home and told stories to mom--we were both laughing!
so ill be over again soon ..for 5 days

 

[kimwim8]

so ill be over again soon ..for 5 days

Well, Jay and I DO want to go on a cruise next year.....live-in sitter for 5 days!!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

nice try buddy-o, pal

Today was a pretty good day,,I had a dr appointment then went to check out where my summer classes are...I do have a very odd story to tell you guys, and i hope you dont mind me sharing it(its about Alyssa)

Today was rainy on and off, but this afternoon was pretty nice..My mom and I decided to go out for ice cream and as we left, it started to drizzle a little bit...Then it was absolutely raining buckets!! Mom started laughing and was like "alyssa is probably up there laughing at us"...so we were teasing and i was like "well Lyss, im not impressed..where is the rainbow" So we were driving and laughing and got to the carvel ice cream place and it was raining like crazy still....I kept looking out the back window and my mom asked what i was looking at ..I said i dont konw , i thought there was a rainbow but theres not ...She looked and said, nope , nothing there...so i turned around 2 minutes later and out that SAME window was a rainbow..it was absolutely crazy!!! We just looked at each other and laughed...I swear it was some type of sign to let us know she was okay..is that crazy to think??


I also had an idea for a present for my brother's birthday and I wanted to see if anyone had any creative ways to do this. In the past few weeks, I have been talking about how our friend Alyssa has died.. I have about 4 or 5 really good pictures of her and my brother that i think he would love to have..I was talking to my mom and I was thinkingabout making a bigger picture frame with these pictures, but something as the background..I dont know if i should just buy some nice paper to put behind the pictures ..or if there is something else i could do.
She has a favorite band who dedicated a song to her, so i could always put a lyric or two on there...

 

[kimwim8]

OMG, Jen. What an awesome rainbow story. She is absolutely looking down on you and your family!

For your brother's gift...we can try to make something if you want to come back here! We can do the lyrics in the background....I have a good scrapbooking program!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Kim--"if i want to come back there" . ..... its official, Em wants me to come back, so i guess i will!
oo you can do lyrics in the background? thats awesome!
I DID see the scrapbooking box while i was there!

 

[toystoryduo]

Jen,

Your rainbow story is amazing! Thanks for sharing it with us!

Have a wonderful day!

 

[kmp1191]

Jen - I'm sure Alyssa is watching over you.....she dropped a bucket of water on you, then made you smile.

I think the photo idea is a great, especially w/ the lyrics as the background...boy, that kim sure is a smart one, huh?!
I wouldn't mind seeing it when ya'll are done....


marie

 

[Blueeyes101817]

ill definitely share it..

this weekend im going to try to find pictures that i want to add to it..
Someone else mentioned that it was odd to be doing this for my brothers bday since youre supposed to celebrate life..but i honestly think he will love it and its not something he would do for himself....you guys dont think its weird do you?

Tomorrow is my day to do nothing and i am completely looking forwward to it!! i need to just lay around and be a bum--i know that sounds selfish1 but ill check in tomorrow!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Good morning everyone!
Well i am still sick (this stupid sinus infection will not go away) and if i try to exercise, i get dizzy really quick..i getdizzy walking this time..this is crazy.
So it looks like i will be getting sinus surgery or some type of procedure done since this is strong meds he gave me...im not looking forward to that!!! I hate being lazy but i just feel so sick when i move!
thanks for supporting me guys , its been an..interesting few weeks!

 

[toystoryduo]

Jen,

Please be sure and take it easy until you feel better, okay? Thanks for your encouragement and support in both journals.

Have a great day!

 

[kimwim8]

Hey buddy-o!

Just stopping by to say, I hope you're having a good first day of classes! I know you're nervous, and still not feeling the best....but if anyone can do it....YOU CAN!!

Just think...only 6 weeks!!! It's gonna be a rough 6 weeks, but think about how GREAT you're gonna feel the beginning of July, when you're DONE with these classes!!!

Take care of yourself, and I'm here for ya, if you need ANYTHING!!

 

[kmp1191]

Take it easy Jen....don't overdo it!!
Good luck on your classes!!!


marie

 

[gradtchr]

Hey long time no visit I'm bad I know. I think the idea you have for your brother is awesome and would be well received. I am sorry to hear they're thinking about sinus surgery I have had a few of those in my time. BLECH is all I have to say!

I hope your classes are going well.

 

[kimwim8]

Happy Hump day!!

I know you have classes all day, but I thought I'd bring a little sunshine to ya!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

hi everyone-
i am EXHAUSTED!! this all day class thing is going to kill me, but i know i have to get it done..forgive me if i dont come around much! Ill try to keep up with you guys on the weekend!
My eating has been al ot better, im watching what i eat more which is helping me..exercise, not so much--waiting until after the ct scan, i dont want to push it..i am not feeling so great as it is so im afraid to risk it..

thanks for keeping up with me girls

 

[Blueeyes101817]

im all caught up!
hope you are all doing well..
I slept for about 11.5 hours last night, i guess ir eally did need some extra sleep!

have a great long weekend everyone!