Yessss!!!
We are going to WDW!!!!
Ok, so let me kind of fill you in on my tittle before going into family introduction...
First...
I have been on a disability from my job since September 2009, I have complex migraine which give me stroke like symptoms..
prior to my disability I was working as a branch supervisor for a bank. The good news is that my neurologist is already talking about maybe realising me back to work in March 
Last year we went to the world and stayed at the Boardwalk Villas and stood in a studio, it was my best by far WDW vacation, and it was also the first time my hubby and I went together with our kids to ANY VACATION... (I have been going with the kids since 2007).... This sickness is not one to keep me away from WDW... my husband however, even though he enjoyed his trip to the max, does not mind if we go or not!! 
Second...
I have a cousin who is currently staying with us until hopefully Feb of this year (ending) well, he has gone through a lot, he got evicted out of his apt in November and has been staying with us since then. He has 4 kids with his wife, he is staying with 2 while she moved to Philly (we in CT) with the other 2... She had abandoned all her children for 3 years while he worked and took care of them all by himself... after the eviction she did not want to stay with the other 2, but had no choice
(can't imagine ever leaving my kids, or being without them, but that's just me) Well I have booked my family 2011 vacation for one week in the work, we are staying in a one bedroom at Animal Kingdom Kidani Village
, I am so excited, we have not told our children we booked already, but I'm pretty sure "they know" we will be going, since they expect it to be a yearly thing.... Well back to what has me so sad!! These 2 little cousins of mine, who I have been treating as if they were my children, I feel so mad that they do not have that mother touch, love and caring for them.. It's tearing me apart to the point that I have considered cancelling my trip... 
:cry: I WISH I CAN TAKE THEM WITH US, BUT I CANNOT AFFORD A 2 BEDROOM IN THE WORLD, AND ALL THE COST.. food, tickets, accommodation, etc... The father is not someone I can count on for fund, he will start a job now in Feb, but will only be enough for expenses, the kids are 11 yrs and 14 yrs... They have gone through so much, that I just wish I can give them this gift, but in reality cannot afford it... I do not want them to feel left out either, so confused!!! What would you do??
I will start the introduction and my PTR tomorrow... just kinda had to vent first....
