Missy Mouse ... if you go over to the Budget Board here on the DIS, and the Family Board, and the Hints Board, you'll find tons and tons of information about how to save up for lots of trips! People will be more than willing to help you. You'll have lots of sources to ask!
That was a great post, New Jersey.
FlowersChild ... I'm glad you are able to get past the past and live for today. When traumatic things happen some people never get past them, some people never let it bother them, and some people take some time to deal with the emotions and feelings surrounding the trauma. Best wishes for the future.