I'm sick, waaaaa!

[shortbun]

First day of summer vacation and I felt so bad this morning I went to the doctor to make sure I hadn't contracted swine flu. She thinks it's allergies gone bacterial. Coughing, fever, aches, tired. We leave Friday for the beach and I need to get packed. On top of that, my mother died three weeks ago and I can not call her for sympathy. That is giving me anxiety like nobodies business. Not a great time for me. Can I have a hug?

 

[Imzadi]

Sorry about your Mom.

 

[Pin Wizard]

I hope you're feeling better soon! And I'm so sorry you lost your mom. Fifteen years later, the gaping hole is still inside.

 

[PatsGirl]

 

[shortbun]

I hope you're feeling better soon! And I'm so sorry you lost your mom. Fifteen years later, the gaping hole is still inside.

It's like a black hole, I don't know what to do with it and it's always there. Every day sometimes hourly, I think, "I'll call Mom." and there it is sucking me into the abyss.

I thought I was so independent. You just don't know how much you think about your mother. We really patched up lots of bad stuff too while she was sick. Wish I had her here to enjoy our changed friendship. It just sucks!!!

 

[swald91]

Sorry about the loss of your mother. I hope you are feeling better soon so you can enjoy your upcoming trip.