I just wish the hurt would stop

[tileman]

its so easy to blame yourself for others actions and feel like you're a burden, I understand all too well. try not to. seeing a counselor is an excellent idea. unfortunately life doesn't always turn out as we planned, no matter how hard we try. chin up, do as much as you can for yourself, and lean on those when you can't stand. hugs, and prayers!

Yea been keeping busy and trying not to think to much lol
Starting my garden and trying to get out more besides just work and food shopping. One day at a time and one step at a time.....

Ron.