I just need to vent this...

[ann-e-mator]

Ok I have to say this somewhere because I can't say it to the person I want to say it to... So I'll say it on here... You don't have to read it or say anything back if you dont want to I just need to get this out SOMEWHERE... Thanks ....

Dear Drew:

You've been one of my best friends since 9th grade. I still remember in 9th grade at the football game when I came to you crying, and you made me feel better. You brought me napkins to cry into and you made your little cousin tickle me. And I remember the notes we used to write each other in English class. You always knew what to say. I'm sorry I let myself grow apart from you in 10th grade. Maybe if I didn't do that we would be even greater of friends. I'm glad I was given a second chance to be your friend. This year has been great so far. Like my "daily quota" of being able to walk past you in 2nd period. And arguing with Mrs. Gales in 1st period about the test dates. And last week when you were in the mall and my manager ran out because she wanted to see you. I wish you weren't with the one person who hates me most. I wish you weren't with anyone because the feelings I had for you in 9th grade are starting to come back. I love talking with you and Mrs. Murray Lewis in 2nd period about fighting her, and you being mormon. Haha. I really like the fact that I can have serious thoughtful conversations with you, but then I can really joke around with you. And I like how I can tell you anything, because if it were anyone but you, I wouldn't have told you why my manager wanted to see you on Saturday. I wish I could tell you how I feel but as long as your with her I can't say anything. And even after, it may just be too late.

Love, your friend,
Nicki

Thanks guys... I feel better now that I've written it

 

[2HOT2touch]

i hope it all works out for you.

 

[polysisterchick]

AWWWW!!! I am here for you with a steady supply of tissues if you ever want to talk. What would happen if you told him your feelings?

 

[StitchGirl88]

I think you should accually write him with those exact words!! Hey take a chance Christapher Columbo did!!!!!

 

[goofyandplutoluver]

I think you should accually write him with those exact words!! Hey take a chance Christapher Columbo did!!!!!

yeah!!!!
never no what could happen

 

[casndan]

Who exactly is Christopher Columbo??

 

[MiNnIeMoUsE4]

I need to vent this....I LOVE MR MONKEY

 

[ann-e-mator]

I've thought about writing him that. He's the sweetest guy in the whole entire world - seriously - if I wrote him that he wouldn't say anything bad, but I know right now I just don't have a chance. He's happy with his girlfriend.

 

[ann-e-mator]

By the way... you guys are awesome!!!

 

[2HOT2touch]

I've thought about writing him that. He's the sweetest guy in the whole entire world - seriously - if I wrote him that he wouldn't say anything bad, but I know right now I just don't have a chance. He's happy with his girlfriend.

Well, i think you should still tell him that. You may change his mind. And you could be the perfect girl for him, he just cant see that. Or maybe hes being stupid and playing one of those confusing games guys like to play w/ girls. maybe he really does like you, but he just wants to make sure u like him. So i think you should make the first move, that is if you feel comfortable doing it. But whatever your choice is, good luck and i hope it all works out for the best!

 

[Sonne]

Most guys don't do those games, they just assume that all girls like them, or don't like them (which is my case).

Be happy being friends, that way you're assured you'll never "break up" and lose that person as a friend. By "going out", you're taking a risk. Anyway, "relationships" at that age never last.

 

[ann-e-mator]

Not necessarily... My parents got engaged when they were 16 and they are still married. There is no "right age" for that kind of stuff.

Anyways... Thank you guys SO MUCH for all your input... Wish me luck because tomorrow in 1st period I'm going to give him what I wrote up there.

 

[ann-e-mator]

Well he wrote back like right away - here's what he wrote back:

Dear Nicki,
I do remember that night at the football game and I really liked us being friends. You're a fun person that deserves alot. Nicki, we can defenitly be friends again. I like talking to you and stuff. I will always be someone that will listen to you if you need me. And yes, I am with Nikki, you have to understand that I love her very much and I always will. We have been through a lot and I will never jeopardize what we have. If you can understand that, and be ok with that then we can be friends. I don't want you to be hurt in any way so if me being with Nikki hurts you then we can't be friends. You don't deserve to be hurt. So I hope you are ok with this and we can defenitly be friends again. I'll always be there if you need someone to talk to. Smile and think about it.

Drew

...Ok so I only cried for.... Ok I'm still crying. I don't know if it's because he has always been so sweet to me, or if it's because it really does hurt me. I haven't figured that out yet. But thanks guys for giving me the courage to say something to him... At least now I don't have to wonder, and we can go back to being friends like we used to be.

 

[Sonne]

doublepost

 

[Sonne]

Seems like a cool guy. That was a nice, polite response.

But from what I've seen from here, "He's just not that into you." Be his friend, and find someone else to try to get as a bf (if you really need one).

 

[ann-e-mator]

Now you make me feel like I am desperate so let me just say that I don't NEED a boyfriend. I'm not out looking for one. I'm just not someone to go through life never telling anyone how I feel, and I'm certainly not one to lose the friends that mean the most to me. And that's what he is to me.

 

[polysisterchick]

I applaud you for giving him that note! It takes courage to make the first move. i would have had a friend give it to him. Id be to scared.

He seems really sweet so don't lose him as a friend at any cost. He even wants to be really good friends too! Maybe one day he will realize he loves you. You never know but the only thing you can do is wait and be friends with him.

 

[MiNnIeMoUsE4]

I applaud you for giving him that note! It takes courage to make the first move. i would have had a friend give it to him. Id be to scared.

He seems really sweet so don't lose him as a friend at any cost. He even wants to be really good friends too! Maybe one day he will realize he loves you. You never know but the only thing you can do is wait and be friends with him.

guess u dont like my idea any more well SCREW THE WHOLE IDEA

 

[ann-e-mator]

lol ... sorry minniemouse... if i didnt give it to him i was going to always wonder and it would have driven me crazy

 

[DisneyLover11491]

maybe u need to say it is face bc some guys r really stuburn and dont pick up on the lil hint u leave them ( if u decide on this idea do it somewhere special k)