I feel yucky about this....

[♥Ariel♥]

i just dont understand these feelings. so i have friends coming in town from Ohio and you see they have two kids one a year younger than me....we were best best best friends when we were younger but there dads job makes the move around alot. last i saw them was three years ago and i had a crush on austin...my year younger than me kid. But i have this like urge i guess you could say to make them jealous and i have no idea of what and why?!?! omg sorry just had to get that off my chest.

 

[life of the party]

i understand.


whenever my cousin, my moms best friends son who i call my cousin cause were basically family (he is a year younger too, like you and your friend, I'm in 8th and he's in 7th.) visits, or we visit them i feel like i need to show off.

idk why though.



is that how you feel? like you want them to think your cool and that you are... superior in a way?

 

[♥Ariel♥]

i understand.


whenever my cousin, my moms best friends son who i call my cousin cause were basically family (he is a year younger too, like you and your friend, I'm in 8th and he's in 7th.) visits, or we visit them i feel like i need to show off.

idk why though.



is that how you feel? like you want them to think your cool and that you are... superior in a way?

yes! exactly.

 

[life of the party]

yes! exactly.

yeah, i dont know why i get like that.

it's so wierd, i don't let myself have as much fun as i could cause i'm trying to be cool

 

[jobrosx0disney]

i just dont understand these feelings. so i have friends coming in town from Ohio and you see they have two kids one a year younger than me....we were best best best friends when we were younger but there dads job makes the move around alot. last i saw them was three years ago and i had a crush on austin...my year younger than me kid. But i have this like urge i guess you could say to make them jealous and i have no idea of what and why?!?! omg sorry just had to get that off my chest.

ik what you mean too. my friend (who ive just started to keep in touch with again last summer) is coming to visit tomorrow. we both like each other and i feel like i have to show off to him. idk why though b.c ik he wont judge me on anything. its not like a competitive feeling... its more of a just trying to seem cooler i guess. (hes two years older then me too so that could be why too lol)

 

[♥Ariel♥]

yeah, i dont know why i get like that.

it's so wierd, i don't let myself have as much fun as i could cause i'm trying to be cool

haha yeah