Well, I'm normally really happy and have a ton of energy,but I feel like crap,
and with all the Christmas coming really soon
I feel even crappier!!!
I said something (a secret, a really big one!!! ARRGGG) to someone I though i could trust and I might not be able to trust
I might have blown it with one of my really good friends,
I have to clean (I don't like cleaning AT ALL)
I feel fat,
I'm just really stressed.
and I feel really ugly right now!!
Arrg
I don't want Christmas pics taken of me,
but I know I'll regret it. later in life
ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGG
I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry for the vent, I feel a little better now
