Let me start by saying my beautiful cat matilda gave birth with my assistance last sunday morning. Gorgeous healthy kittys 3 boys and a girl. A lovely mommy and very happy kittens. I weighed them everyday and they were putting on weight. Little girls eyes nearly open. I took herbie my siamese to the vets put my dog daisy in the kitchen and shut the door with matilda and her babies in. After abt 40 mins we returned from the vets i popped upstsirs to check on the babies to find the door open. When i looked inside i screamed with horror. All my beautiful babies spread over the bed. Dead. I was hysterical shouting for DB. Without goin into detail they had been killed but by what we do not know. I hv other cats but i dnt know how the door was open. I am absolutley distraught and cannot get tht picture out my head. Matilda is crying all the time and although better today still keeps lookin for them
This is something iv read happening but never thought it would happen to my matilda. She is a blue tortie half persian and is my shadow. Seeing her hurting like this is so upsetting. I cannot get the image i found them in out of my mind. 2 days on and all i do is cry. Trying to concentrate at work but tormented by their poor little faces and how happy they were with mom before i went out. I feel its my fault. Why is life so cruel.
This is something iv read happening but never thought it would happen to my matilda. She is a blue tortie half persian and is my shadow. Seeing her hurting like this is so upsetting. I cannot get the image i found them in out of my mind. 2 days on and all i do is cry. Trying to concentrate at work but tormented by their poor little faces and how happy they were with mom before i went out. I feel its my fault. Why is life so cruel.
Massive hugs to you, don't know what else to day, hope Matilta is ok 
Poor little things, but as others have said, please try to not blame yourself, you could never have stayed with them all through-out the whole of the day 
