Hi! I'm going to start my catching up by responding to the QOTDs, QOTW, and check-ins and then will be back later for some chatting. THERE IS SO MUCH GREAT STUFF HERE!! I'm really enjoying reading along!
I was going to clean my house but then I logged on here.... So many posts that it might take the whole weekend to catch up!
Seriously, I've got a boring weekend planned! The house and the dog are both desperately in need of baths. The cat is too but she is off the hook because it is so cold. Seriously, what happened to the nice fall weather? It is still pouring down rain and I'd be surprised if it is 40 degrees out there. May just need to turn on the heat.
I've got a big pot of soup simmering away on the stove and am trying to think up two more make ahead meals. My WW coach's action plan for the week included cooking 3 make ahead meals over the weekend so I'm better prepared for next week. I like the plan. I just haven't a clue what I want to cook.
1. I've been trying to put my finger on the answer to this question. Joining this thread again was easy - it is the greatest tool in my toolbox. But as far as my decision to finally do something about my weight back in June.... That is more complicated. I was just so unhappy. I was flirting with my highest weight ever back in May and I was so embarrassed. I flaked out on two weddings back home because I didn't want to face people I hadn't seen in a while. I'm horrified to admit this but I was becoming increasingly convinced my husband was no longer attracted to me (although the reality of that is far more complicated). Partially because of weight, partially because I just wasn't taking care of myself. My entire body was aching and my trick knee was starting to buckle regularly. And the exhaustion. The soul crushing exhaustion. I'm tall enough that my highest weight wasn't all that far into obesity on the BMI charts but I've got a teeny tiny frame that isn't meant to carry nearly this much weight. Physical pain is something of a wake up call.
I've had so much stress in my life in the past 5-10 years - my father died, my mother is is ill, 3 of my grandparents died, my husband had something of breakdown and has suffered frequent bouts of severe depression ever since. Plus the crazy never-ending work. Food was my comfort and sometimes my only source of joy. Joy quickly followed by self loathing. I really, really needed to do something for myself. And to take care of myself instead of everyone else.
So I suppose my motivation is myself. I'm lost somewhere in this mess I've become. And I want to be free.
2. I do have a few visual indicators. One of my favorites is a paper clip chain in my office - a little clip for every pound plus a big clip for every fine. Clips to go live in a bowl next to the chain. It helps me avoid the office buffet of snacks. I also have a series of dresses that are each slightly smaller than the next. I try them on about once a week. One of them has joined the regular rotation and another is only about a week or away if I keep it together. The last one can be zipped again!!
I've also promised myself an item or two of clothing for every 10 pounds. And pedicures will resume if I ever go to the gym.
I love my music but I don't have a theme song quite yet. I should adopt one though!
3. All of the smiling faces here are motivation enough from the group for me!
I started at 203.4 and weighed in at 201.8 this morning (goodbye birthday dinner and the accompanying water weight)!
That puts me down 1.6 or 32% of my 5 pound goal!! And a mere .6 pounds from just plain overweight!
I actually take a lot less than I used to pack. Traveling light makes me happy and I've accepted that if I absolutely need something, I can buy it there.
Essentials are my cameras, lenses, and extra memory cards & batteries, lots of sunblock, and several pairs of good walking sandals (I alternate between keens and 2 pairs of tevas). Oh! And my tiara.
Road trip necessities! My iPad is loaded with things to keep me entertained on both planes and in the car (DH does 99.9% of driving so I can play). For road trips, I have lots of up tempo play lists (heavily punk and 80s pop influenced plus some classic rock for DH) and usually download a few books on tape. I also subscribe to a magazine app so have lots of magazines downloaded plus a few books. I like the lines app on road trips to WDW so I can annoy DH with updated wait times for random attractions. Absolute needs are a car charger for the devices, homemade cookies and Chex mix, cheese, grapes, and carrot sticks. And lots of water and lip balm (I get dehydrated in the car).