I've been thinking about you and wondering how things were going. It sounds like you're able to find a little time for yourself to destress. It really is hard getting back to life, isn't it? Hang in there. You have lots of folks around here who know what you're going through and are praying for you and your family.
I miss my dad too, still, and he's been gone 3-1/2 years now. It does get better, but you never stop missing him.