james'mommy
<font color=green>I've always been a green stripe
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My rottie got sick 4 years ago this month. He had heart failure. We did everything we could. We took him to a doggie cardiologist and put him on lots of drugs. It really didn't help. In Feb 06 need found the strength to let him go. I always said that I never wanted to see my animals suffer because I was too weak to let them go. Letting him go was the most difficult thing I have ever done. I have felt tremendous guilt since that time. H was our first baby and the center of our world.
Last night I had a dream about him. We were in the house we lived in 5 years ago. Some how he had been adopted by someone else. They came to visit us with him. We took him back and hid him so he could be ours again. The people came back looking for him and trying to take him back. For some reason he could talk. I asked him if he wanted to stay with me or go with his new mommy. He told me he wanted to go with his new mommy. He said the new mommy needed him more than I did and so did the children. He told me that he loved me and was happy. I felt really at peace when I woke up this morning. It made me feel like where ever he is he is happy and that he still loves us ever though we let him go.
Last night I had a dream about him. We were in the house we lived in 5 years ago. Some how he had been adopted by someone else. They came to visit us with him. We took him back and hid him so he could be ours again. The people came back looking for him and trying to take him back. For some reason he could talk. I asked him if he wanted to stay with me or go with his new mommy. He told me he wanted to go with his new mommy. He said the new mommy needed him more than I did and so did the children. He told me that he loved me and was happy. I felt really at peace when I woke up this morning. It made me feel like where ever he is he is happy and that he still loves us ever though we let him go.
