acejka
DIS Veteran
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- Jan 9, 2008
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I suffer from panic attacks, most of the time I can take a few minutes, breathe deeply and relax myself, lately I am getting more severe attacks with nausea involved... ok that is part of a panic attack, big deal right? Wrong. I am phobic of vomit/vomiting. Instead of being able to calm down, it makes me worse because I am so phobic of vomiting.
We just moved to Orlando and that is a huge step for me, I've never been away from home, I think this is the root of the problem. While I am loving it here and well adjusted without too much homesickness, my panic attacks get worse when I have huge changes in my life.
I don't like it when they start interfering with my daily life or with my DH’s life. And they are starting to. Yesterday, we went to wdw and I was so panicked the whole time we couldn't even get on walk on rides, I was terrified I would get stuck on something without the ability to get off and be there for 3 or 4 hours and I'd get upset and throw up on myself. He is understanding about this, but gets frustrated. He knows I really like most of those rides, and what fun is it riding by himself-oh and by the way why throw out $300 a pop for an annual pass to not ride anything- he is ok with some laid back, enjoy the atmosphere trips, but does want to do some rides with me.
I have a xanax prescription and I've never taken it before, it’s never been this bad. I know everyone is different, but what has your experience been with it? Are you able to wait in long lines without freaking because you are stuck in the middle with no way out, or if you get stuck for 20 minutes on pirates, do you just not care? Does it just block the freak out factors and make you not freak?
I'm really getting depressed about this because I just want to be a normal girl who can hop on a ride and it’s no big deal about it, or eat in a restaurant without a care in the world.
We just moved to Orlando and that is a huge step for me, I've never been away from home, I think this is the root of the problem. While I am loving it here and well adjusted without too much homesickness, my panic attacks get worse when I have huge changes in my life.
I don't like it when they start interfering with my daily life or with my DH’s life. And they are starting to. Yesterday, we went to wdw and I was so panicked the whole time we couldn't even get on walk on rides, I was terrified I would get stuck on something without the ability to get off and be there for 3 or 4 hours and I'd get upset and throw up on myself. He is understanding about this, but gets frustrated. He knows I really like most of those rides, and what fun is it riding by himself-oh and by the way why throw out $300 a pop for an annual pass to not ride anything- he is ok with some laid back, enjoy the atmosphere trips, but does want to do some rides with me.
I have a xanax prescription and I've never taken it before, it’s never been this bad. I know everyone is different, but what has your experience been with it? Are you able to wait in long lines without freaking because you are stuck in the middle with no way out, or if you get stuck for 20 minutes on pirates, do you just not care? Does it just block the freak out factors and make you not freak?
I'm really getting depressed about this because I just want to be a normal girl who can hop on a ride and it’s no big deal about it, or eat in a restaurant without a care in the world.