TinksPixieDust
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You know what's funny? After I posted the article and read the title.. I was like, Hmmmmm...... I wonder if anyone is going to read into this one. 


You know what's funny? After I posted the article and read the title.. I was like, Hmmmmm...... I wonder if anyone is going to read into this one.![]()

<<<that's me mourning the old me and wondering how I'll ever get her back- she was cute!Okay this afternoon I had what really should be my "scared straight" moment. Kayleigh picked some pictures out to bring to school for show and tell. At pick up her teacher asked me if it was okay that they stayed at the school and Kayleigh could do her show and tell tomorrow. I said sure and the other mom that I had been talking to said "What pictures?" I said "Oh, Kayleigh picked some pictures out for show and tell, including one of me when I was in college" She said "I'd like to see that" so I ran inside and got it. The teacher was in the room and I told her I'd be right back, Mia's Mom just wanted to see the college picture. The teacher said "which one?" so I showed her. The response "That's you?!?" And then she showed the co-teacher who couldn't believe it. I brought it outside and showed the mom I'd been talking to. Her response "Oh my God, you were a knockout" She showed one of the other moms who couldn't believe it was me either. Later on our girls were playing together and we were chatting (she's my co-leader for scouts) and she was saying things like "well, you're still pretty, but OMG, I just can't believe that picture" ,etc......... it wasn't even that fantastic of a picture, it was just me with Mickey at the Garden Grill, not like it was the Glamour Shots I did for Ryan or anything. The sad part is- it was only ten years ago. I still feel like that girl in the picture. It was kind of sad that people didn't get the connection right away. I've gotten fat and ugly, who wants that for their life? Deep down I really do still feel like that girl, not the stressed out, fat, ugly, boring mom I've quite obviously become. So that was my wake up call. I'll have to see if I can get to a scanner and post it somehow, it really is something else.<<<that's me mourning the old me and wondering how I'll ever get her back- she was cute!
I know what you mean. Although I havent been skinny since I was 12. 
I know what you mean. Although I havent been skinny since I was 12.
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None of us are where we want to be, so hopefully having the support of this group will help us all get back to where we want to be. I haven't set a goal yet because I don't know what's realistic for me. I've never been a size two or anything, and I don't think I will be without an eating disorder, but something has to change. Sounds like a few of us are having some "scared straight" moments lately. Hopefully that helps get us more motivated.![]()
Good morning all. Today starts my two weeks of hell at my job so I will probably only be able to drop by at night on a consistent basis. I hope everyone has a good day and I will check in later.


I just ate 4 Girl Guide Cookies. They didn't taste that great because I washed them down with guilt.
Oh well I hope I learned my lesson.
I would love to look like I did in high school but I thought I was big and ugly then too. Life should be lived backwards. Start old - grow young![]()
at least you didn't sit down with your husband and split the entire packageI just ate 4 Girl Guide Cookies. They didn't taste that great because I washed them down with guilt.
Oh well I hope I learned my lesson.
I would love to look like I did in high school but I thought I was big and ugly then too. Life should be lived backwards. Start old - grow young![]()
plus I somehow doubt you'll be doing that again, and even if you do, you're doing WW and have the flex points, right?
what a moose
now I'm understanding why I got free drinks and never got carded
Ten years, three kids and a boatload of bad habits later here I am.

Thanks ladies - and yes I do have the flex points and I like to either not use them or save them for a special occasion (like today - Cooper's birthday).
Anyways, yesterday after I ate the cookies I went to bed but couldn't sleep - I've got some very stressing things going on with my son/in laws - so I got back up and went for a walk. I felt better about the cookies because I hadn't planned on doing any walking yesterday and I also hadn't planned on eating the cookies so I think it balanced out.This could be a concern though for a little while cause I have 23 boxes left at home.
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That is great though that you ended up walking, it really does make you feel better.
Kelly, sorry that you are stressing right now.That is great though that you ended up walking, it really does make you feel better.
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Well, not if they were a kind everyone liked.I here ya. It's good that we are doing this together... I think I am pms'ing I want to snack on anything and everything!!!! I feel like I've eaten more every day this week then I should have.None of us are where we want to be, so hopefully having the support of this group will help us all get back to where we want to be. I haven't set a goal yet because I don't know what's realistic for me. I've never been a size two or anything, and I don't think I will be without an eating disorder, but something has to change.
It needs to be a motivation. Hearing someone tell you that "Wow, you used to be really hot!" is kind of awful. It'd be one thing if I were 70 and looking back at college stuff but crap I am still in my twenties. That picture is only from 10 years ago.
I hope that your job isn't as bad as you're thinking it's going to be.![]()
I have been excercising.. and drinking lots of water. I've also been making some new healthy type recipes for dinner. I hope that this week doesnt prove to be a set back. 
I'm sure that it worked off those 4 cookies. 
I did only have one spoonful, but she better eat it quick.I here ya. It's good that we are doing this together... I think I am pms'ing I want to snack on anything and everything!!!! I feel like I've eaten more every day this week then I should have.I have been excercising.. and drinking lots of water. I've also been making some new healthy type recipes for dinner. I hope that this week doesnt prove to be a set back.
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But we are all going to have setbacks, bad days, bad weeks, etc. Plus you are still exercising and drinking water, so that is really great. You just can't give up completely. That is what I did last last year, I don't think I lasted a month, and I got no where, didn't loose any weight at all. So just get back on it when you start to feel better!Okay this afternoon I had what really should be my "scared straight" moment. Kayleigh picked some pictures out to bring to school for show and tell. At pick up her teacher asked me if it was okay that they stayed at the school and Kayleigh could do her show and tell tomorrow. I said sure and the other mom that I had been talking to said "What pictures?" I said "Oh, Kayleigh picked some pictures out for show and tell, including one of me when I was in college" She said "I'd like to see that" so I ran inside and got it. The teacher was in the room and I told her I'd be right back, Mia's Mom just wanted to see the college picture. The teacher said "which one?" so I showed her. The response "That's you?!?" And then she showed the co-teacher who couldn't believe it. I brought it outside and showed the mom I'd been talking to. Her response "Oh my God, you were a knockout" She showed one of the other moms who couldn't believe it was me either. Later on our girls were playing together and we were chatting (she's my co-leader for scouts) and she was saying things like "well, you're still pretty, but OMG, I just can't believe that picture" ,etc......... it wasn't even that fantastic of a picture, it was just me with Mickey at the Garden Grill, not like it was the Glamour Shots I did for Ryan or anything. The sad part is- it was only ten years ago. I still feel like that girl in the picture. It was kind of sad that people didn't get the connection right away. I've gotten fat and ugly, who wants that for their life? Deep down I really do still feel like that girl, not the stressed out, fat, ugly, boring mom I've quite obviously become. So that was my wake up call. I'll have to see if I can get to a scanner and post it somehow, it really is something else.<<<that's me mourning the old me and wondering how I'll ever get her back- she was cute!
The poor boy has no social skills at all.
), so I made some brownies and ate a bunch of them
I think I am over it now. Time to get back on track, again!
Congratulations to Kelli, you are doing great!!!

I have been pretty good - not going over my points at all except within the flex points that I have.