Becky, I know exactly how you are feeling. Its a struggle every day and all we can do is decide we're going to fight for it. Its hard for me to tell me what they need to do when I haven't been so successful at it myself but I do know I keep trying and I know that's the beginning of any success. First off, congrats to the contest winners.![]()
I am doing okay. Was kind of avoiding this thread as I had been putting weight back on.I am happy to say that of the seven I had lost, and put back on, I am now down six. Not too horrible. I haven't been strictly following weight watchers, just trying to listen to my body and keep a bit more active, though not nearly as active as I need to be. I need to step it up though, so many things coming up that I say I don't want to still be fat then. Heck, I am tired of being fat all the time. I'm tired of it when I need to buy clothes, when I'm going out, etc.... I hate that that's what people look at me and see, since I don't *feel* like a fat person. We were looking through some old pics Sunday night and I was looking at myself in high school and college and I just say Ugh. Look what I've done to myself. I hope everyone else is doing better with it than I am.
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Kelly and Catherine, you both deserve it. You're both doing great! You both managed to do something that I can't seem to do which is go out of town, be it to Costa Rica or Orlando, and still lose weight. That's fantastic!![]()
I know it is mostly water and I will have to work hard to maintain the loss but it's really helping me get to where I wanted to be at this point.

you know what though, I don't care! I just want to get my weight down to a manageable size and I really need to take advantage of this motivation I have right now. If I ever get closer to my goal, that's when I will worry more about muscle/fat etc.
There was one cute one I really loved. I may have to lose weight just to get into that top!
I managed to fight off the urge to wallow in a bag of chocolate chip cookies so I guess that's something. I found nothing today. I have had two days of really unfortunate clothes shopping experiences and it is not helping me any.I managed to fight off the urge to wallow in a bag of chocolate chip cookies so I guess that's something.
I guess that's my cue to try harder.



2.5 pounds down this week. This is the best week I have had in a while.![]()

Thanks!